last fri to his first book out!

HAPPY BDAY TO SHUXIN! :)

yeah, 2 more days to his first book out..havent seen him for erm abt 2 weeks..*except for his photos of cos!* and yes, he'll be booking out late afternoon on sunday..2days later! kinda excited! cos wanna be the first outside-tekong person to touch his botak head..hehe! cant wait cant wait, to enjoy the 4-day book out with him..

picking him up on sunday and most prob gg zoo on monday after work! *taking half day leave :)

yup, it's a raining day today! friday friday! i love fridays and weekends! but i wonder why i cant get to slp yday night..tossed and flipped, dunno what time i fell aslp, but definitely not enough slp! dragged myself out my bed this morning despite the good-slping-weather, and passed the wake-up period..so my rewards maintained at 21.. *and sorry for not keeping track, somehow felt very guilty and disappointed on myself..

have always been like that, aint i? leopard nv change its spots, and i nv change my forgetfulness..*or maybe some will say i didnt bother to rmb..i dunno, perhaps, but definitely not the way i wanted it to be..apologies!

felt somewhat upset yday night, the same questions kept flashing across my pea brain..and i wonder if existing in this world was the first joke on me ever..that's why it led to the several jokes subsequently..

lousy in everything..and i really think so..

hope god will watch over me..GOD BLESS!

stupid ass

stupid ass who called to disrupt my work..

hate you even more, just when i think you've changed for the better..

hates!

another weekend rotted away

fri met songhui, meilay, xueling and yvonna out at parkway for steamboat session..then took cab to pasir ris E!Hub, supposedly for bowling sesion, but the queue was damn long! our queue number is 55, and when we arrived at 11pm, it was only 24 = 31 pple ahead of us lor! omg..however we headed over to the macafe for drinks while waiting..

songhui went off at abt 12+ cos she gotta work the next day..and we saw weichian there too, he went for his fiancee's family chalet..sucha conindence.. :) and when we were abt to leave, the bowling queue is still 10+ pple ahead of us waiting to play..how pathetic..

all in all, i enjoyed the night out, gathering with my ex-colleagues, chatting and updating each other :) cheers!

slept quite late thou, had insomnia..played the tennis in my hp, but i cant beat any of the computered players, even after abt 2 hrs of trying..OMG tennis is not my cup of tea..and the investigator game, still stucked at the same part..yawns..

yes, sat and sun, rotted at home and gg out for meals..(that's my fave activities..and i'm not grumbling..)

yday woke up quite late, so sis give me this title: pig of the year! well, they went out for breakfast w/o me lor.. :( how bad..woke up at abt erm, 2pm..haha..and slacked till dinner..when i was helping to prepare the dinner..realised that the rice in the rice bin was infested with weevils..omg, big and baby ones..so erm, cute..haha..

poured away all the rice..and me and sis went down to buy new packet..and sis cooked kimchii fried rice! oh finally, after so many weeks of craving..haha..but well, it's erm, not very fantastic, not bcos it's not nice, but bcos i dont really fancy kimchii..hehe..

too bad hc cant get to eat it with us.. :|

yup..and the day ended with the tv shows and of cos, my joby's chat with me! haha..talked for quite awhile :) yeah yeah! so glad that i could talk to him :)

yup, played my sis's dsl b4 gg off to dreamland.............

this morning went out for brunch with my sis and bil..had prata at casuarina there and headed to amk for a shop..my sis bought a top, and me, a shirt and pair of pants..lucky dip = poh kim voucher, same as the prev draw my sis had..so we have $20 pohkim voucher now..but dunno what to buy yet thou..hmmmm..

read the papers and news, quite alot of sad news happening..how sad! :(

the rest of the afternoon was just cleaning up of hse and packing of my stuffs..oh and we watched ah long pte ltd vcd that my mum got from her friends..then dinner time: bil went to get the car first, so me and my sis went out abit later..when me and my sis got into the lift, there's this little girl of abt 5yrs old told her mum this halfway thru the lift ride: mummy, my vagina itchy! OMG! = me and my sis's reaction! haha..so funny, and her father said: shame shame, in a joking manner too..haha..joke of the day..............

well, just finished talking on the phone with hc..haha, so far so good..and hope everything has been great for him :) and we really missed each other alot.. MUMU!

have been browsing thru and admiring the photo album :)
cant wait for his first book out = 7days from now! :)

lalalalalalalalalalalalala................

so tired! time for bed!

dread to go work tmr..haiz..................

cant wait for new job! when will it be?? god bless!

missing him

well, i am missing him..in fact from the day he went in..

rmb the conflict we had the night b4 yday, i realised the fault wasnt lie in the both of us..i think it's the time i went to bathe..if i had not went to bathe at that time, the prob will not occur..then we will not be so pissed off with each other..SORRY JOBY!

yup yday night i apologised, and he did too..missed him too much to quarrel with him..how could i make him unhappy, with the fact that he's so damn tired in camp already..ching, pls dont add trouble to him ok? =)

continue missing and loving joby! MUMU!

yup, today's friday! 9 more days to his first book out!

later will be gg to meet rsh colleagues for dinner at parkway for steamboat..hope everything will be fine! :)

enjoy friday!

unsure

sometimes i wonder...

how do one choose the right partner for oneself?
how do one choose the right job for oneself?

i'm confident at neither of them..
life suddenly went blur to me..

what should i do?


felt quite bad yday..

cos i dont like my work and cant decide what to do..

had a conflict with him on the phone yday..or maybe the problem always exist, just that we always let it go..but it always surface again after some time..it makes me wonder whether i'm confident in this relationship..will it last like what i want it to be? or will it be another joke on me?

everything's so unpredictable..
accept the reality and facts..

forget things easily may help to reduce some things..

hc hc hc

it's wednesday already! and he has been in for the 3rd day!

called my monday night, tues morning&night, and this morning! yay! so happy to hear from him..esp in the morning when i least expected it..LOVE JOBY!

yes yes work kinda sucked..cos i'm get sick of my work..OMG!

nth much to update thou..met my sis and bil for dinner at amk yday night..which made me miss hc even more..haiz haiz..but well, we had the western food at the big s-11 and shopped for my sis's tops and my cardigan..both person damage is abt 80+..

well well, now every night wait for his call..miss him so!

counting down to his first book out! 12 more days to go!

quote:
missing someone gets easier each day, because one day passed means you're getting one day closer to seeing the person next time

mumu!

bye love!

yes, today is his enlistment day..he'll be reporting at about 1230hrs later..

i have enjoyed the times we had for the past few weeks..and love the last few days spent tgt too!

fri i took off, to cook dinner for him..
[rice with sweet&sour pork, cabbage with egg and his ABC soup..drink: honey water (which doesnt taste like it) and dessert: konnyaku jellies] with a little help from my mum of cos, :) hope he love every single thing!

sat evening we went to my bro's shop to clear my things and get his spare batt..then headed to clarke quay indochine at the forbidden city..quite cool there..and food was alright..OH guys can really talk about everything that happens in tekong..from the momnet we sat down in indochine till we finish our pool games at monstercue (meridian)..but well, some experiences and stories are really worth sharing thou..and i'll look forward to hc's experiences in tekong too!

stayed over at his place that night and heading back home the next morning..had brunch with my family at chongpang, then went to do the moti-album for him..then met him for dinner at 339's zi char..helped him to pack his bag and prepare for the enlistment..

thanks for sending me back home yday night..really cant bear to leave you! can only see you 2weeks later!..ohh how long is 2 weeks? hmmmmmmmmm..

joby, hope you like the moti-album! and everything that we did from the day we met each other again since we parted 8 years ago..i really didnt regret joining you guys for the chalet! to be able to meet you once again, and fall for you..love you!

and well, he made an album for me too! :)

and JOBY! i really love the album you made for me! it's really worth browsing thru every minute and every second! and like i said, i'll wait for you okay? and everything that are contained in my moti-album are what i wanna convey to you..and many more that are not written there, but inside me!

2weeks are just blinks away!

i'll be a good girl and take care of myself out here..
and
I WILL MISS YOU ALOT! looking forward to your 1st book out! love you!