pissed

damn pissed off now..
initially i found my mood to do my report..
but now?
i'm so pissed..my mood ran away..
i just dont understand why adults cant think? cant manage their financial properly..
please come on, i'm not working now already..
dont come and ask money from me again alright?
my mum? my god mum? really shares the same blood..no wonder they're sisters..
cant imagine elders borrowing money from the young..
they know that i'm still studying..
they know that i quitted my job..
they know i got reports to handle..
and then? so what?
already told them that i might be asking money from them for my sch beforehand..
but actually i dont ask for much..i didnt ask from them anything..
just want them to control their expenditure..
but they cant..
why cant they just have some initiatives?

why am i born in such family?

national treasure

was stucked in the room the whole day the day b4 yday..trying to do my sip report..after dinner went out to catch a movie..watched the national treasure: books of secrets yday at tm with ks..then slacked at my void-deck..chatted and stuffs..

went for brunch with my brother downstairs yday..didnt realise that there's this new shop, erm selling dim sum and stuffs..then the auntie knocked over my drink..BUT luckily didnt spill on me lah..if not sure scald my lap..heng heng!

did parts of my sip reports and met songhui at tm for dinner..still didnt know what to get for her yet..so treat her dinner~ yup..*thanks songhui for the organiser! :) slacked at coffee bean with meilay too..played this guess-age game..guessed the age of the coffeebean staff..and songhui got it right!

yup..watched tv just now..now blogging right..after posting this i'll continue my sip report and if possible complete it..and hoping to finish my entre IR too..hope to complete by tmr lah..if not i can go and die already..no time le lah..JIAYOU! yesh..like what ksiang tagged = aiching "add oil"!

oh yah..just now dropped my charger's head..hurt my toe! although just a few drops of blood..but VERY PAINFUL! gosh..so careless = stupid! tsk tsk! aiching is stupid!!

helping my bro to tend his stall again tmr..cos he need to renew his license..then acc sy to get her ipod..then gg back to sch to submit the sip report..then see fireworks and countdown! :)

next friday most probably gg to watch i am legend with sy and ks..

cant wait for all the reports to be handed up too!
cant wait for feb to be here!

tsk tsk! after next week, will be left with 10 reports..5 individuals and 5 grp reports..

pple countdown to xmas and new year..
marketing pple countdown to reports and projects.. WTH~

oh yah..that day went to get my dad's apptment card with ks..then went for dinner with hanxian..due to insufficient seats, we packed our food and went up to his hse near jp..ate and watched tv..then helped him with his 'experiment'! though it's a failure, but then i learnt how to make our own firework! :)

very nice :)

msia trip!

had an enjoyable rip to msia yday!

very tiring and giddy journeys thou :)

the experience will definitely help us alot in the understanding of the company and increase our efficiency and effectiveness of our report! yay!

and of cos, bonded our grp further! LOVE ALL!

later might be going out..helping my dad on some medical stuffs..

gotta chiong for my reports! most of my friends finished already..tsktsk! feel so bad!

aiching jiayou okay?

:) tmr must chiong and finish it! then can hand up on 31st! :)

MERRY XMAS TO ALL!

yes yes..merry christmas to all!

early xmas eve morning went breakfast (wontonmee) with my mum and bro in the market place there..then headed to nea..saw the security guard and he let me in..exchanged a few greetings too..yup..then went up to look for my in-charge..

our table have not been removed! haha..so happy! the blue panels and stuffs are still there..talked to norsiah and evelyn and bruce and malek.. :) bruce gave some oreo treats! thanks!

oh yah..something very malu happened..
was chatching up with my in-charge..so got this time, she checking her mails..so nth much to say already..so i took my hp and typed a sms..WANTING to send to seeyeo (cos meeting her after that)..BUT i SENT WRONGLY! sent to my in-charge instead! that's very paiseh lah..

cos in the sms..i told sy that i reached early and like got nth much to talk already..so might be gg off soon..

and GUESS who i sent that sms to? I CLICKED MY IN-CHARGE'S NAME! and she read that sms! how stupid can i be? pressed the buttons too fast..and why of all pple..my in-charge! OMG! that's damn awkward! what done is done~ but after that we got more things to talk~ ERM well, maybe cos of that sms~

went to slack at far east while waiting for sy..then met sy there..shopped ard for xmas gifts and stuffs~ filled up the cards and stuffs~ and met yc and gw at heeren for our wontonmee dinner(forgot abt the wontonmee date, ate the same thing in the morning too..aiching is so forgetful..)! unique taste lah..but who cares whether its nice or not? as long as i'm eating with my friends :)

slacked ard and found hx in cineleisure..then slacked there till xmas gift exchange! i got yc's gift! thanks yc for the coin pouch! :)

then headed to yewtee for the bbq with hx and sy..met ks at the mrt to guide us there..kinda awkward though..cos of the combination of pple there..dont really know most of them..helped out with the xmas gift exchange thingy..smth terrible happened..and i really feel bad abt it..esp after today..tsk tsk..just wanna apologise to the person (should know who)..but yah..dont think he'll read my blog..but really sorry abt the incident..

slacked all the night at jensen's place..admiring the stingray and fishes~ and yah..wanna thank his dad for being so nice..really very friendly towards all.. :)

went for mac breakfast at yewtee station..then to sy's hse to bathe and slp..till abt 3pm then wake up, and slack at bukit panjang plaza..and to let her choose betw the black or red mouse..to exchange or not to..but she still decided on the black :) yeah..slacked at starbucks till evening..then headed to westpoint to visit my dad~

bus 30 is really a very long ride back..i took abt an hr to reach eunos mrt..then went down to get some orange juices to save and nourish my pimples! more and more popped out..and perhaps that's the reason why i didnt post my photos here esp this few days..haha!

thanks to all my friends who acc me thru this xmas and all who wished me for this xmas! love all! :) :) :)

oh yah..i added my marks for the performance appraisal..qualified to get pass with commendation..but too bad i already got a warning letter..tsk tsk..if not i'll chiong harder for my sip report! sad sad!

yup..last but not least..
thanks to sy for loving the mouse so much..haha..and of cos i love the towels as much too! mumu!

MERRY XMAS!

meeting my grp tmr~ 10.45 at eunos mrt for msia trip!
cant wait..
yawns~ time for bed!
night!


OH, and i'm planning of smth big..but SHHHH! still not ready to post yet.. :) tata!

yeah xmas eve already~

sat went to visit my dad and acc him to transfer to westpoint hospital..(waited damn long for the ambulance! omg..) then went JP to hunt for presents~ saw hanxian! and slacked with him..and wait for him to take train tgt..saw his bro as well..quite lookalike..haha..

made jellies for my family~ finished damn fast lah! HEHE! means nice leh! *aiching floating le!

here's a peep at my jellies! :)

supposed to wake up earlier to do my homework..but overslept~so woke up and go out with my bro to work~ watch vcd there also..the nan ren ben se..not bad..quite nice..yup..just came back not long..helped my bro..quite scary thou..luckily got my friends to acc me :) haha..

ks and sy came to down to acc me and sent me home~

slacked at my void deck for chicken chop and snapples~

*thanks to ks and sy for coming all the way down to acc me!

*thanks to sy's parents for the food & drinks!

*thanks to ks for the xmas gift :) appreciates!

*thanks everyone who made this day smooth!

:) HOHOHO!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL FOLKS!

tmr gg back nea for my logbook! then do some last min shopping..and dinner with yc gw sy & hx..xmas gift exchange..and then staying over somewhere~ have not made the final decision yet..yup..

26th gg field trip with my lovely grpmates :) might be gg malaysia also..haha! :) cant wait!

2nd Jan = deadline for SIP report!

4th Jan = deadline for entre IR!

OMG!

HEY!

yeah! had potluck session this afternoon with my lovely grpmates! (photos with jorine, not uploaded yet!)

had ALOT of food!
pasta, nuggets, fries, onion rings, jellies, sushi, cupcakes, ribena&sparkling juice!
WOW YUMMY! THANKS TO ALL!
we met up for abt 4hrs but 1hr waiting for all to reach, 2hrs eating and taking photos and chatting, then last but not least 1hr for proj discussion! PRO BAH?! LOL! that's what i love abt my yr3 proj grp! always enjoy each other so much! loves! *thanks to meiqin for the horoscope reference book! muacks!

yup..just now went to seeyeo hse to eat her cheng teng! not bad lah..but got room for improvements :) then slacked at bukitpanjang plaza~ enjoyed the ntcu shopping, durian roll and starbucks slacking session~ hehe!

just reached home not long ago~ my cousin asked me out tmr, but i couldnt..cos gotta acc my dad..he transferring to another hospital..to the westpoint hospital at taman jurong there..but maybe gg back home to do my reports bah..just realised that i'm really lagging behind all my friends..haha..alot havent touch yet..tsk tsk..lazy pig lah! must buck up and jiayou already..if not next week sure no time to finish! sch reopen got sip report and entre IJ to summit! sad sad!

AICHING JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

chiong and stop staring into the blank screen!

AND

*strictly no eating after 7PM! (except for weekends, public hoildays and eve of public holidays!)*

HAHA!

BOO!

ohh yah, someone logged into my msn without my permission..so i assumed that someone rude hacked into my msn acct! *ANGRY* whoever that person is, he/she must be someone who knows my password..so i narrowed down to the ONE person..you know who you are..that isnt very nice of you! tsk tsk!

karma

HOHOHOHO! santa claus is coming to town!

very into xmas mood cos i see christmas tree everywhere i go..LOL!

and of cos my lovely grpmates..with all the xmas presents and plannings for our potluck session this friday~ hehe! (not forgeting our reports of cos~)



the pic attached above is my new hp pouch! THANKS TO JORINE! so nice! haha!



and yup yup..went katong just now to have my dinner there..the kim choo nonya restaurant! not bad..quite nice..and the ambience there really very nonya! there's this aston westernized restaurant seems nice cos long Q..haha..shall try it next time..

now slacking at changi airport with kaysiang and seeyeo @ starbucks now~



guess what? KARMA happening to our dearest and most innocent naiba! cos his "CUTE" PIMPLE POPPED OUT! LOL!








can spot or not? not the place he pointing..but beside HIS LEFT eyebrow! haha..so happy to see his pimple..cos i finally can "bully" his CUTE LITTLE PIMPLE!

neh neh ni boo boo!

yup..impromptu-ly post this blog right now bcos of this! this pic was taken 10mins ago~

okay lah..back to slacking time..tata!

KBOX !!

yeah..really enjoyed the kbox session yday..

the phototakings in madarin hotel and its toilet
the smuggling of burger king into kbox (*think jorine forgot her evian!)
the singing of hokkien guas (*specially for gimkai)
blasting of songs (*to keep gimkai from sleeping)
eating of beard papa's cream puff (*thanks to gimkai)
the big big superstar balloon (*thanks to xiaoshi)
the cute massager (*thanks to gimkai)
the cute our-face-plushie (*thanks to jorine)
the cute and exquisite handphone pouch (*thanks to jorine: i really; i love it!)
the bus ride on bus 65 home


and many many MORE!


WOW

i really love the kbox session..

PIMPLE!

alright, yes i have an enormous pimple on my right cheek NOW!

BUT that doesnt mean you all can BULLY my pimple okay?

LOL!!

kaysiang and gimkai, stop bullying my cute little PIMPLE!

thanks to huirong and george for complimenting my pimple!

guess too stress already bah..just thinking of the 12 reports scare my pimple out..cant imagine how many more will be popping out during the next 2 months..later chinese new year, you'll see a pimpleful aiching~ haha!

yup..so far sch's still okay..so fast now 2weeks break already..havent really done anything yet..but thank god i completed the introduction of my sip report..BUT still got alot more to go..hahaha..


today slacked..waiting for my report mood to come..haha..lalala..edited my friendster and uploaded more photos :) visited my dad yday..he's much better now already..thanks for all the concerns! and thanks to seeyeo and kaysiang for visiting my dad too! yup..and we watched alvin and the chipmunks at plaza sing too :) so cute and nice! slacked the whole night out~ loves the slacking session..chill at the playground..simple yet relaxing.. :)

ohh watched a few movies recently..ALL NICE!

STARDUST
ENCHANTED
30 DAYS OF NIGHT

WARLORDS
ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS
(i watched the HERO too..the jap movie..but i think it's kinda boring thou..cos i dozed off during the movie)



tmr gg to mustafah for research and also for overnight KBOX session and xmas gift exchange with my grpmates at cine~ haha..so lovingly good!

here's a peep at my grp..let me introduce my grpmates!




from top left: me, jorine, meiqin, xiaoshi
the one and only macho man: gimkai


haha..think we enjoy first and chiong our reports later!
cant wait for our xmas celebration : kbox session!



alright..i'm still waiting for my report mood to come..lalala~

perhaps i should go have my dinner first? LOL yes i should! while waiting for the mood!


*wondering if the rsh outing is still on tmr..hmm..not many replies yet..sianz..



ANYWAY,
THAT'S ABOUT IT!
BYEBYE BLOG!

sch?

SO MANY THINGS! SO LITTLE TIME!

altogether 12 reports..GOOD LUCK TO MYSELF!

yesh..so long since i update here..haha..just gonna crap fast!

have been busy this two weeks..tied up with sch and social life and everything!

my dad fell down during work..hospitalised..tsk tsk..just finished operation..hope everything will be fine~

ohh yah..i think i forgot to blog about me and meiqin's incident..LOL..she cut and rebonded her hair..and removed her braces..and i kinda feel that her face became whiter and fairer..it is such a huge difference from the last time i saw her before sch reopens..so i'm kinda shocked and not used to it..so on the very first day of sch when i saw all of the marketing people again, i cant bring myself to talk or even look at her..so different..not the meiqin that i used to talk crap with anymore..haha..guess she's quite disturbed by my unnatural reaction also..i feel that i'm so exaggerating lah..guess i need time to get use to her 'new look'! sorry meiqin! :)

guess that's about it..got to start on my work already..before seeyeo and kaysiang nag at me again............whahahaha!

:)

see! told you no more frequent posts anymore!

yup..past few days not free to blog lah..partly cos of internet connection also..hmm hmm..just came back not long ago..finished showering..cant slp..so decided to blog before i slp!

sun went vivo with my sis and bro-in-law in the end..cos weisheng fell aslp while smsing me..and didnt pick my phone..tsk tsk..yup..

monday late for sch! haha..had lunch at business sch..chicken chop set meal! miss the set meal so much! haha..and acc carmen to hougang point to get some stuffs..den went compass point (but forgot to take my thumbdrive! how clever~) took my cashcard back from huirong and slack..den jz sent me back..acc him for dinner also..then home~

today supposedly gg back to nea to collect the logbooks and complete our stuffs..but vaan havent done with our logbooks yet..so we postponed to next week~ so today after class went design sch with carmen,huisan,cass,atikah for my yummy breaded chicken with cream cheese nacho! :) then went rp to meet seeyeo! bought a blueberry cheese pie at their level3 canteen while sy buy ks's mineral water..the pie was quite nice~

sy and me headed off to bugis to shop for her bag and stuffs..stop and bought some food and drinks too..the bugis basement is now open! newly after renovation! quite nice..esp with all the foodstalls and stuffs..haha..almost all the booths are FOOD! YUMMY! and all look delicious~ wanted to grab abit of everything..but cant be greedy pig..so select the chicken and breaded sausage with fries thingy and of cos, a mango drink! SLURPZ!

we shopped at the bugis street and albert OG..and at the end of the day..i bought a t-shirt and etc :) took bus back..saw darren (ex-RSH colleague) on the bus..alighted at his bus stop at circuit road there and chatted~ longing for our gatherings again! (i miss the kbox session!)

and yah..at the rate i'm eating now..esp in sch, i dunno how am i going to fit into my clothings! haha! and my bank amount is decreasing everyday..omgosh~ no work = no money! hope money will fall from the sky, esp for me..(wait long long~)!!

yup yup..that's abt it~
gums bleed and hurts! (deliberately buy orange juice just now to get more vitaC!)
is it because of using excessive force when brushing? haiz haiz!

anyway,
yeah! thurs gg swimming with my sister..cant wait! :)
sunday watching enchanted :)
next week gg back to nea to collect logbooks and complete the photo's document and etc~

EH
so when am i starting on my sip report?! omgosh~


anyway hope the lectures tmr will be nice..today's lect is terrible..so not use to it now! gosh!


night!

finally..SIP ended..BUT!

FINALLY ENDED! BUT still need to go back next week to complete some stuffs..wth~ still got some work that she gave last min and we cant be able to finish..AND to collect our logbooks and performance appraisals~ tsktsk..bully us~ so happy that it finally ended! (but will miss my internmates and colleagues~)

and we did non-stop on friday..last day~ and got endless things to do..omg..end up cannot finish~ wth right! but we had fun taking pics lah..cos last day already mah..yup yup..ended up leaving at about 3+pm..oh yah..made jellies for them..they said not bad :) so happy! but alot of pple not in office..so only vaan and ina ate! maybe gavin and others too..cos i left some in the fridge~ but norsiah cant eat..cos i made them at home and it's not halal..(sorry!)

so went RP straight..met ks and went to look for sy..saw winda while waiting for the lift..so coincidental~ saw peiru in sy's class as well..slacked and waited for kw and jy..den we went to msq..dropped by num to visit yc as well~ yup yup..went to buy our movie ticks and had our dinner there~ ohh we watched the 30 days of night! erm..not bad..quite nice~ :) and we slacked and finished the jellies at the open space there and walked ard before the show started..

slacked the whole night at cck below ks's blk..till abt 5 before me and sy took cab home..i laid on sy's lap cos quite slpy..he taxi uncle thot i drunk! still ask us whether i need a plastic bag!!! OMG..so FUNNY! hahaha..yup yup..after we reached,showered and slp~ slept till abt 3+pm~ wah..abt 10hrs!! (someone jealous/envy!) haha..but got wake up a few times inbetween.. saw her sis went to sch for cca, her sis mopped the floor and sy joined me in her bed..

ordered mac delivery and eat while watching zhuan jiao yu dao ai~ and met ks at bbp for a drink at starbucks and chatted..slacked at the playground downstairs..just came back not long ago, cos that male pig very tired and sy needed the washroom urgently~

am chatting and blogging at the same time..and guess what?

OMG! just happened to know from sec sch friend that my ex-OM joined which company..that's too shocking..i really cant believe it..OMG! too shocking to be true~ tsk tsk! cant believe it..no wonder nobody knows and talk abt it..

anyway..gtg already..and yah..meeting with jz cancelled..and gg compass also cancelled..cos sy hse no mould..cannot make the jellies~ so most prob next week~ and meeting weisheng later for lunch~ that's abt it..tata!

*dunno when will blog again..esp after SIP! no more e-buddy~!

hanghanghangaroooooooo!

ahh..how stupid of me..just rolled my chair over my toes..OUCH!

anyway yday's lunch is not bad and quite enjoyable lah..thanks to vaan~

seeyeo's sick! terribly sick! couldnt get her up today..and she lost her...VOICE~ tsktsk..let her go back to slp..oh my..how i wish i could be there for her..but luckily i got her a naiba~ haha..yup yup..and thank naiba for taking such good care of my darling~ haha, really thanks so much and at the same time sorry for all the troubles :) me and seeyeo will be very grateful and TOUCHED~ :)

that's abt it~ after my yummy dinner, i watched tv the whole night yday~ long time since i really sit down and enjoy tv shows..what a fortunate opportunity to do so~ :)

oh ya..planning to do the konyaku jellies tonight for my nea colleagues tmr and do on saturday for my rsh colleagues~ will be gg back to compass cos huirong say got new part timer! wanna go see chiobu..haha :)

kkz..today will be going to do the photos again~ (cos yday me and ina do until so pekcek! the photos and video dont even match!) oh yah..and burn all the docs and selected photos for vaan, and games and photos to bring home for myself! haha :P clear our drawers and tables!! i brought my heartie cushion and my blazer home already, 3 months nv wash le..haha :)

oh ya..yday the new staff: Bruce, sent gavin some games..we love it so much..esp in the office~ it's HangARoo! haha..something like hangman~ addictive! how nice of him :) and today, gavin's not here~ cos he took time off~ so today me and ina will 'enjoy' ourselves..yupyup!


weather's bad..terribly bad..TAKE GOOD CARE EVERYONE!

back to sch in 4days' time! today 2nd last day of SIP! whhooooohuuu~

makan with internmates :)

today is WEDNESDAY! left with only thurs and fri! wow, that's pretty fast! :):)

and today's PEIYING's BIRTHDAY! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO YOU! <3!

kkz..let me talk about what i did yday..i slacked and socialized (chat in msn) cos we thot that our ic, vaan, was not ard (bcos she's suffered from menstrual pain the day before~) BUT she called us after lunch~ (so the answeryourprayers thingy didnt really work that well uh..haha) so we continued working and saving of photos for the preschool~ hmm now left with the partners thingy and living arrrts competition..

ohh lunch break yday was fun! went all the way to bugis with inaaa~ took the wrong bus and jay-walked alot of times to get to bugis! hahaha..bad girl, but that was really fun..to slack and stuffs :) bought beard papa eclair cream puff and old chang kee's chickien wing! very nice! shopped ard bugis street and ina bought her cardigan~ :) fun fun! adventure b4 sip end~

after work had stingray, kangkong and baby squid with my internmates : Gavin and Salinah~ we walked over to the newton circus food centre..the food's quite nice :) really enjoyed small gathering with my friends! slacked and ate there..and took bus home with ina~

ate fruits after i reached home! like wow, i dont really eat fruits de leh..think i force myself to eat..cos i got ulcers! and its causing me discomfort~ so must eat more vitamins!

yup yup..finally completed my reflections~ did all before i go to bed yday night~ hehe..can relax already~ :) BUT then still got sip report~ sian~ not gonna start so soon..after sip den say bah..turned into lazy mode~

yeah yeah..gonna do my stuffs already..and yah..forgot to get some small farewell and thank you gifts for my internmates and colleagues in the office..hmm..gonna shop for them soon~ that's abt it..tata!


*bless seeyeo for fast recovery for her sickness*

*bless marcus for his health*

*bless john for the operation wound for speed recovery*

*bless ina for her throat discomfortness to become better*

*bless sis and bro-in-law to have a happy marriage*

*bless kaysiang for his pp presentation*

*bless carmen for happy and happy and happy life*

:) good day!

tuesday~

yesh..and this is the last tuesday of sip~ 3 more days to end of sip!

had puttu mayam for breakfast with ina :)
planning to go newton food centre for dinner with ina and gavin after work today for dinner..tmr lunch time can go slack with vaan..and friday clearing our 3hrs of time-off! :) well thought plan :)

now still slacking away~

planning to complete my reflections before vaan give us more work to do~ i only left with week 10 - 12! gonna be fast i suppose..

and just realised that i cant get pass with commendation for my sip~ cos i got a warning letter already :( anyway, i didnt expect much thou..so guess i wont commit suicide because of this bah... :)

hmm, i really missed going out and having fun with my dearest grps of friends~ but i dont think i'll be able to do so even after sip..cos after sip i not working already..which also means no income..which also means no spare cash to splurge..what a sad life! wanna work for money..but lazy and scared that i wont have sufficient time for sip report and sch assignments~ ahh..how pathetic!

yup sad pple sad life..haiz..

BUT MUST BE OPTIMISTIC!

so ya..think still can be able to survive bah.. :):):)

eeh, suddenly rmb that i still have my heart pillow that i'm huggin now..and the blazer that i'm leaning on..need to bring back home b4 sip end~ if not friday sure alot of things to bring home~

yup yup
that's abt it..
reflections~

monday~

well, this is the very last monday of SIP!

helped out at the charity fair at the foyer of the environment building~ looked after the booth for pelican pizzas by 3p partnership dept~

quite fun actually..it's like TP's CCN day..selling pizzas and all profit goes to the charity..there is this vertical run also! running up the stairs of our environment building = 25 storeys~ wow..got 2 categories: individual and relay :)

yup..bought and ate alot of pizzas lah..so fattening and full~ brought 2boxes back home also~ for my dinner~ had pizzas for lunch and dinner~ almost puked~ haha!

so actually quite slack today lah..just know more pple~ and the pelican pple~ yup yup!

that's abt it..watched S-Pop just now..enjoyed it quite alot..really like this kinda music show~ and of cos JJ~ so cute! will nv forget his campus concert in TP when i'm in yr 1! :):):)

alright~ got to slp already~ slept at 4+am last night to do the reflections~ only left with week 10-12..hurray! hope can faster finish and sign and be done with it..yup yup..gtg already..laptop low batt..and lazy to charge..and tired! need sleep!

GOODNIGHT!

:)

FINALLY OVER!

yeah..finally, the most hectic event is over! SMOOTHLY~

had a busy yet happy yet sad yet tired yet angry day! alot of things happened~ i dunno whether i can be able to recall all that happened..shall see~

let me start from fri~ i knocked off at 12.30pm cos i took 4hrs time-off~ so left 3 hrs more to go~..took 143 to tpy inter to transfer 8..fell aslp in 143 and was woke up by another passenger after we've reached the inter..ahh..so malu..

den i went back home..actually wanted to slp, but da lao yi came, so acc her and my mum for chicken rice downstairs~ quite nice :) and i cant believe that my da lao yi can able to finish 2 plates of rice~ damn pro! she's rather old already leh..tsk tsk! my mum cant even finish one plate~

yup..den packed my stuffs and wait for my sis's call to meet her and head to duaMm's place~ but fell aslp~ sis called to ask me go myself~ so me and my mum took cab~ dropped my mum there and headed to pinc at bugis to look for my sis to do the manicure and pedicure~

after doing the nails, we grabbed some bread and head to my duaMm's place~ showered and emailed my last e-journal~ and fell aslp~

sis woke me up at 6am~ showered, make-up and wait for everything to be ready~ and esp the GROOM to arrive~ they played games at the 'road block' and had lots of fun! use a loaf of bread to form "I LOVE SELENA", used lipstick to kiss out a "XI" character on a vanguard sheet~ and stuffs like that~ the promise speech is very fun too..other than the normal stuffs, he included not to be seductive and will buy my sis a diamond every year! (but he didnt specify the carats and detail~ hope he keep to his promise arhh..)

haha..so fun! but i can only hear from them cos i was hidden in another room which was part of the game~ (to let the groom to choose a key and guess which room is his bride~, jiefu picked the right key and the right door at his first attempt! that's very lucky!)

went to the groom's place~ and do the tea thingy~ went back to my duaMm's place for the tea thingy~ and that's the end of the morning ceremony~ took photos at the fitness park and borrowed the bubble gun from the kids at the playground nearby..used it for the video and photo shoot..haha..so cute~

back to duaMm's place..one of my auntie(who is a principal and i've been always avoiding her at most gatherings) asked me some qns and i didnt want to ans because i dont even know whether i'm suppose to comment on anything~ but i was being chided and preached and brainwashed by her~ like what the hell! so angry~ for example, "relatives are more important than friends"~ not totally true eh? whatever it is~ everyone in my family knows her pattern~

here's a pic on my morning's dress :) outside compass point~


went to compass point to buy hairspray and hair accessories for the night~ and buy some last min stuffs~ and went back, showered and prepare for the night~ :) THANKS to my dearest cousin, samuel, for acc me all the while :) love him!


james called his friend to fetch us to the hotel..went up the room and left my belongings there~ den helped out at the reception table and ushering~ helped my sis to get changed and drag her gown at the back and run errand~

yes..had the solemnisation~ really happy for my sister.. :) and the last part damn funny~ guess they didnt hear the person's speech~ cos he said: seal your love with a kiss..but he stunned and didnt know what to do..haha..we all laughed at their blurness :)

oh ya..the hotel room got safe box de..style bah? haha..to keep all the red packetsssssss~

the food and cake nice nice~ ::)) but alot of my relatives are quite surprised that it's a buffet style..but i think it'll be more practical..and guess only the younger generation will like it..and i love the video for morning's highlights and the video my sis made..all very nice!

oh ya..and rmb the principal auntie who preached me earlier? she changed the table arrangement on her own accord because she finds that 'elders' should be sitting at the VIP table..so me and my cousins were being changed to normal table~ like what the hell~ all of us were pissed~ it's not like as if it's her wedding~ ahh..whatever~

toasting part was fun also..the 'brothers' kept yamming..yup..after which the couple went ard taking photos by tables~ and was being offered to drink alcohol~ my sis was drunk and my jiefu's face turned red! my sis's friends just psychoed them to drink a BIG jug of plain water, which is very lenient~ :)

here's a pic of my and the gown~ in the hotel room~

and me and my cousin~
thanks to my cousins for assisting throughout the whole wedding and preps :) love samuel didi and desmond korkor~

yup..bade farewell to all the guests and sent my sis and all the albums and stuffs back to the hotel room~ slacked there with her friends until james came back..(oh ya..hope they like the gift~) and after that we left the hotel..terry and stella sent me and my mum back~ SO TIRED AND SLPY~ went to bed soon after i finished showering~ too tired until no energy to yawn~

slept till 1+pm today~ kept lazing on my bed~ woke up, ate maggi mee and packed my stuffs..then my god mum passed me her hp and said that my mum's on the line..so i answered and my mum told me that my sis cant get through my line and have urgent matter to tell me..so i tried calling her..

cant get thru on my first try..and alot of smses started to come in~ smses by my friends and cousins..and caller alerts from my family and relatives~ like HUH? i didnt off my hp leh..and there's reception! how come they cant get thru my line?

haiyoyo..guess the singtel connection got problem lor..if not it would be my hp got problem~ so i returned the call, bathed, and went to the bridal shop to return the gown cos they needed it urgently..

went to slack at my bro's shop..den came home~ supposedly gotta do my reflections..but i still havent start on it yet..after blogging bah.. :) hope i can finish fast so that i can slp early~ tata!

that's abt it..COUNTDOWN to end of SIP! 5 days LEFT!

upon my sister's request:

i would like to share my experience during my manicure and pedicure just now~first time doing full set manicure~ so got one part they will file away your dead skin at the bottom of your feet..and hmm..esp when she's filing near the arch, it's so itchy that i kept laughing very loudly and kept kicking my feet away that the manicurist gave up and skipped that step~

and my sis found it very funny that she wants me to blog here to let my friends to laugh at me too..so come on guys and girls! on the count of three, let's laugh together! THREE!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

okay..guess my sis will be very happy to see this~ :)

feeling kinda bad

just finished breakfast at the cafeteria~ gonna select the photos again later~

yup..took 190 here just now from bukit panjang..abt 40min..as i mentioned earlier, stayed overnight at sy's hse~ slacked, ate cup noodles and napped also..just a couple of hrs and i'm still damn tired..gonna go back home later to pack my stuffs and SLP!

hmm..kinda feeling BAD that kaysiang might not be going to sch today..cos he just went home not long ago and will be slping until i dunno what time..SEEMS like me and sy = black paper HAHA! perhaps cos we really missed those tonning days~

was reprimanded for having insufficient slp and didnt take care of myself..kinda pissed..like being reprimanded early in the morning, definitely dont feel good..and spoilt my day~

seriously, i felt that i've changed..in terms of the way i look at relationships..i'm like so kinda fling and i'm really feeling bad abt it..i really dont know why i changed and how i've changed..really didnt know what i was doing..sorry to everyone who might got hurt by whatever i said or did for the last few weeks..

i suddenly think that i'm so immature and childish now~ i've become a bad girl who have bad thinkings and bad atiitude towards relationships! i dont wanna hurt anyone..really! will change and think properly b4 i do anything else that will jeopardize my emotions and the way pple look at me..yup yup..

and i was told that he's gonna give up on me very soon..at the rate and way that i'm treating him..felt kinda sad when i heard that..but actually i dont really mind..MAYBE it'll be good for the both of us..who knows? shall see when time goes~

oh no, why am i back to the emo stage?!

change back!

*CLICK

yup..k lah..that's abt it..i'm wearing the clothes that i wore yday..felt so weird..(BUT I BATHED OKAY!) yesh..hope that nobody else realise that i didnt change my clothes! GOD BLESS!

TC!

movie and sushi buffet

yupyup..now at sy's hse~ with hanxian and kaysiang..slacking over here..waiting for time to pass..so that we can be able to proceed to our next day of our journey~

later going straight to work from here..must be really tired later~

just now after sch went to meet sy, hanxian and kaysiang at far east plaza..supposedly gotta get my stuffs..BUT we went for our dinner till abt 9pm! haha..had sakae sushi buffet at heeren..

den went cineleisure to get movie ticks for HERO..and den played pool there while waiting for the movie to start..

the movie is really not nice..damn draggy~ and er hem..i fell aslp on and off~ so can imagine how great HERO is right? omgosh!

took cab to greenridge there to get our supper..den walked back to shower and slack..yupyup..

quite surprising that kaysiang and hanxian hit off quite well..haha..maybe cos they're both the GOOD PPLE bah.. :)

and yup..tmr taking half day leave from the time off~ so happy..can go home change and meet my sis after that for medicure and pedicure~ den gg dua mm's hse to stay over..AND FINALLY THE BIG DAY OF SELENA AND JAMES!! HAPPY WEDDING!! :)

k lah..think i go nap awhile..maybe an hr? haha..GOODNIGHT! ??? oh sorry GOOD MORNING!!!

warning letter~

yup..yday after reaching home, i saw a stack of letters on the table..hoping to see my singpass password which my sis requested for me..but i saw my hp bill and TP envelopes..at first i saw only 1..which is the napfa test one..den i saw another one...which is for the sch fees..DEN i saw another one..which i kinda expected that it is my sweet little warning letter~ as yah..and it really is..and it stated: "contact me immediately"..den i looked at the date = 7/11/07 like how long since my family check the letter box? haiyo~ will be calling regina koh later~

yup..yday slacked the whole day with vaan, checking and identifying and selecting and saving the pics for CGS website..den went to far east to wait for my sis~ saw elvi there as well, twice~ chatted with my darling SY on the phone..miss her so much~ finally can see her today! haha..

yup..so difficult to find food to eat..wanted to eat wasabi tei but no space~ so walked ard to search to food..so damn hungry yday..cos nv eat lunch again..eh, but consider have lah..just some crackers..den finally decided to go for hans..

slacked at far east and takashimaya with my sis after dinner..bought some stuffs in prep for her wedding..but didnt buy what we planned to buy~ which are my shoe and bag and her dress for eileen's wedding..den had a drink and snack at mosburger~ den took bus home..james came to fetch her from there..

oh yah..meeting seeyeo, hanxian and kaysiang after work at far east also~ wanna shop for my stuffs~ :)

just finished my curry puffs~ work work~

dunno tmr wanna take all my 7.5 hrs and come work for half an hr, or just take half day time off~ sian sian..shall see how bah! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOSHI :)

:)

yesh..work again~ quite early..had prata at the cafeteria with my breakfast khaki INAAAAA~



yeah yeah..mood quite okay today..perhaps got enough slp~ yday reached home, shower, and BED! haha raining somemore..so nice~

hmm..nth much actually..

oh yah..played with the blowing bubble thingy and took some photos just now..so fun..today not so stressed lah..yup yup..BUT inaaaa gg take time off later..so she'll not be in office later..only left me and gavin~

k lah..i'll most probably seal the envelopes and select the photos of the competitions~

:)

tired!

SO TIRED! had some cuppucino after my char siew rice~ so fattening~ and managed to catch some slp in our pantry~

hmm..yday after work went back home, changed, ate some rice (cos my uncle wants me to, and he bluffed me that the fish was nice, but turned out otherwise~) packed my stuffs for the chalet and head out..huirong came to fetch me with greenie's bike~ cos he's working at downtown's BK..

went for the chalet..slacked there..and went out to chat with emerick and huirong..cos the chalet is rather bored..too many pple that i'm not really close with already~ and all busying with their own activity..yup yup..you know, they tend to sit respectively with their outlets..

we also walked from the aranda chalet to emerick's hse to get his vodka and he drove us back to the chalet~ by the time we went back, almost everyone has gone home..only left a few of us..me songhui sheueling yvonna bernard huirong emerick baohuei weetat kelvin and max..but kelvin and max went back awhile later..drank abit..slacked and talked..greenie went back after that..drink still drive - naughty..slacked till abt 4am den i realise i have to sleep..so went to bed~ but didnt really slp well..dunno why~

luckily weetat woke me up in the morning..if not i think i'll be late~ and of cos, i still get the morning calls~ after i woke up..quite stunned to hear my woke-up-voice? haha..saw my bus 5 drove past us when we were walking out of the gate..i was thinking of waiting for the next bus instead..but weetat chased the bus for me! and i really appreciate it..if not i sure will be late! LOVE TAT-GE! :) *bus trip - 1hr+ reached work place just a few mins b4 0830hrs~

OH YA..i missed the most exciting part of the chalet..the cutting cake and speeches by tracy and hafeez~ OMGosh! hope to get the photos and videos ready from yvonna~ yup yup..they actually prepared the very nice photo frame of all her outlets and photos of most of the staffs~ *including me~ and got a big card~ and flowers with bear bouquet~ no cute and pretty!

AND i missed the last hug with tracy~ tsk tsk..sad sad~ dunno when's the next time i see her again~ see lah..go roam ard..den now kinda regret already~

anyway..all the best for her future endeavours lah! will definitely miss her~

hmm just now suddenly offline cos vaan wanted to use my laptop to choose photographs..to sudden till i didnt have time to close my friendster and ebuddy~ thou she opened my friendster page~ but she's still quite happy to see her photos in my friendster~ den salinah diverted her attention by showing her the photos we took during the CGS carnival..den i creeped over to close my ebuddy window~ PHEW!

THANK GOD! i dont wanna get blacklisted just b4 the end of SIP~

yup yup..anyway tmr's meeting with the 'sisters' cancelled~ dunno whether i'll still be meeting my sis or not..hmm~ later see her already den ask her bah..

yup yup..and so HAPPY cos vaan help's us to clock for our time off! already told her i'm claiming my hrs after lunch on fri~ den can go medicure and pedicure with my sis~ yeah yeah! cant wait for friday to come~ and vaan suddenly wanted to date me and salinah out for lunch someday next week..consider farewell meal bah..so happy! :) she suddenly become so angelic to me..HAHA

back to work! tata!

me me

OKAY!

EMO finish already..

back to me..

went far east for the alteration for my mum's gown..shopped ard for her accessories..took cab down to woodlands (cos was late) to stella's hse for the 'sisters' gathering with my sis's friends..long time didnt see them already..stella changed her dog..tricky, the old dog..yup..stella and terry's 9-month old daughter --> CHERISH is so CHUBBY and CUTE! should take her pic and post it here..but i forgot to take her photo! dammit!

ooh ya..ate nice choc cake there..and slacked there..want the model answers from terry~ haha..den went causeway point after slacking at her hse..ate dinner..and went back home..acc my bro for mac supper while i surf there..den back home, shower and slp..

this morning got morning call from that mummy's boy..by right i'm going to continue my sleep..but coincidentally, my mum woke up by her colleague's phone call..and talked to me..so i suggested having breakfast since she cant go back to slp..yup yup..

ate breakfast at the coffeeshop near my bus stop..haha..so today damn early..re-do the task that i didnt manage to complete last friday cos i forgot to insert the contact number..finished and edited..submit to my ic..BUT SHE DONT NEED IT ANYMORE! cos the other department need the information to be written on the mailing form~ like what the hell! AGAIN? i did but ended up redundant! so ANGRY!

THESE FEW WEEKS ARE NOT MY WEEKS! damn UNLUCKY! in fact, this few months..in everything..financially, emotionally, relationships, family, work and etc..

now continue my certificates..hope everything turn out well..
oh yah..just received several new tasks..all URGENT..like what the hell..okay..will chiong everything done by the end of my sip~ must be zai! :)

but stressed!

GOD BLESS ME!



just realised..not everything can blog in blog..i'm still as troubled~




THANKS INA FOR THE HUG! love you!

THANKS KSIANG FOR OFFERING THE TREAT!

THANKS JIAZHU FOR YOUR CARE AND CONCERN!

THANKS CARMEN FOR OFFERING TO SHOP WITH ME! muacks!

THANKS SEEYEO FOR YOUR LOVE! love you always too!

THANKS EVERYONE WHO BOTHERS TO READ MY BLOG! LOVES!



*dont feel like eating now..thou it's lunch time..perhaps stressed and the heavy breakfast i took earlier..yup yup..GOING CHALET TONIGHT!

sick and tired of being middleman

i really dont like to be a middleman..ESPECIALLY when both sides are the people who i dont want to have any unhappy feelings with..HAIZ HAIZ

i'm really very depressed that everything turned out to be like this..i must admit that i'm not a good liar..esp when it comes to BIG and SERIOUS problems..and lying to the people i love..i'm not good at all..even if i managed to, the light will come out very soon also..SO might as well, in the first place, dont lie..yah i hate lying..both ways, lying to pple and being deceived by pple..

TROUBLED

really didnt know what to do..could have walked out on her..but i didnt..cos i know i'll make things worse..and i know it'll be better to stay on with her..cos i know, she needs me..esp at this critical moment..I GUESS~

i really want the best for her..and for everyone..

NO BIAS-NESS and PREJUDISM

I LOVE ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS

(not in order)

family to name especially:
sister,
mummy,
brother,
samuel,
san san and zhi zhi,
other cousins,
uncles and aunties,
late grandparents..

friends to name especially:
blss - seeyeo,yongcai,hanxian and MORE
pyss - sapx,mavis,marcus and MORE
tp - carmen,huisan,shuxin,shannen and MORE
tp proj grp - meiqin,jorine,gimkai,xiaoshi
tp sip mates - salinah,gavin
rsh colleagues - songhui,sheueling,weeling,weetat,yvonna,ah lai,tracy,eric,halim,juvy,arnold,huirong,unclephilip,baohuei and MORE
others - fangting,paul,bestman,jiazhu,kaysiang and MORE

and of cos..these are only the closer ones that have been in contact most recently..
the rest whose names are not in the list will also be loved by me..as long as you did care and concern abt me..

i suddenly felt my life is empty without all these pple..

and perhaps, God

stressed and busy!

work stress! couldnt finish the task on time..cos i didnt know she needs the vest list by friday..and i was busy doing the certificates..OMG..so stressed..feel like going back to sch..feel like going back to RSH!!

and what upset me the MOST is that the addresses i hand written on the envelopes and the stamps i pasted manually on the envelopes..was rejected cos thomas wants to give out the certs next yr! OMGOSH! and he said my pace too fast and shouldnt do the envelopes so fast..how the hell i know he dont need it this yr! if not i wouldnt even waste my time checking the schools' directory website and writing the addresses of 67 schools on the envelopes and pasting stamps on them! TOTALLY PISSED when i heard that he changed his mind to send out the certs next yr!

can anyone understand how i feel? sad..depressed..made myself look so useless and incompetent..no confidence anymore..i dont like to feel guilty and inferior~ small matter? but i take it seriously..almost felt like crying..

felt pissed with thomas but i cant voice it out..i did the task b4 deadline when was redundant..

angry with myself for not doing the vest first b4 the certificates..cant finish by deadline for smth that i didnt know was so urgent..AND i forgot to include contact number..gotta redo and add the contact numbers in by monday morning..FORGETFUL!

why whatever i do or choose or say are wrong? inappropriate? am i that unlucky? or stupid?

HAIZ!

and even my cousin and auntie gave me a nick name yday..they call me "sha da jie"..which direct translation is "silly big sister"..which means a blur and stupid elder sister? blur or stupid? should be about the same bah..depends on whether you wanna make it sound nicer or not..blur sounds better to me..

ohh the reason is that i totally forgotten that me and my sis will be gg to their hse to stay overnight after our gown fitting appointment..cos sat they need to guo da li (offerings to ancestors and giving out of cakes and wedding invitation cards)..so i didnt bring any extra clothes to change..in the end i wore my auntie's shorts and cousin's t-shirt~

but seriously i dont recall any thing about it..i only know that we're staying over next friday for my sis's wedding..didnt know yday also need..haiyo..my sis said she did tell me..but i dont recall her telling me..WHY AM I SO BLUR!

anyway..the gown's pretty..just that on the day must be careful about my movements..cos might be able to see the scar that the rashes left behind..yup yup..and yah..havent buy the shoe to match that gown..sian~

my sister's gowns damn nice also lah..hope she'll be the most beautiful woman on earth on her wedding day! :) oh yah..bought her wedding gift already..a very cute precious moment decor~ she wants it for her wedding..to put beside the autograph book~ so nice!

yup..took quite alot of stuffs, so took cab to auntie's place at hougang~ showered and played this hunting for clues game with my cousin..quite fun lah..suppose to spot the 'evidence' and 'items' in a messed up scene..test your eyesight, observation and eng language..cos some items have weird names~ but i fell aslp and knocked out at abt 1am~ slept at my ah liang didi's room with my sis..his bed so comfy~ but was freaking cold cos of the air con~

slept till 12noon..but in between got wake up and slp again for a few times..my auntie, mum and sis was talking in the living room..so loudly..was listening to their conversation while lying on the bed..half aslp..

bathed and had brunch..and wanted to go with them to give out the cakes and cards..but was asked to stay home with my cousin..they say they will be back very soon..and of cos, i believed them..so slacked the whole day with my cousin..playing that game..and played cards with my cousin and uncle..my cousin so pro lah..keep winning..lol

till 6plus den i checked with them see what time they'll be coming back..and the reply was about 8pm! me and my cousin damn sian already..so went hougang mall for dinner at kfc~ den went play pool~ played 4 rounds..all i lost to him..he really damn pro lah..(or perhaps is i too bad at pool..haha)

went back and watched tv after knowing that they're going back already..den soon after, james sent us back home..(*sis forgot to take her phone, so made a u-turn back to collect her phone~ she also blur lah! lol)

yup..photo bucket! have anybody realised that i changed my display pic here? went to explore the photobucket and got it changed :)

*i'm sneezing away just now..someone's missing me? or i'm sick?*

LOL

fangting, weisheng and kaysiang reassured that i'm not sick cos they missed me..so guess i'm really not falling sick =D and i learnt smth new..mumu~

alright..gg to slp already..very tired~ tmr still need to go acc my mum to far east plaza for alteration of her gown..and meeting my sis at stella's hse to discuss abt the wedding stuffs..yup yup..GOODNIGHT!



***

and oh yah..got a copy of my grandparents' deathcerts..my dad wants it..for orbituaries..what's the point of wasting this kinda money when they has already passed away? ESPECIALLY WHEN HE DIDNT EVEN ATTEND HIS OWN FATHER'S FUNERAL! maybe he just wanna do smth so that he wont feel so guilty..haiz..

happy birthday~

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO KAYSIANG!

and hope you'll enjoy your bday and your special aloba(s)~

LOL!

yup..yday met my sis~ yeah..so happy..thou i was late~ ah, as usual..sorry~ we had Burger King for dinner..i thot the new burgers are not bad..love the mozellacheesesticks! yummy..thou too much will get sick of it..but still cheesy, chewy, delicious!

went home after that..slacked and went online to upload photos to friendster! and socialise with my friends~ too many windows - too confusing until i became so lag in replying..haha..really damn funny thou..alot of short forms and jargons..made me so blur but kinda fun~ helped my bro to upload songs into his new hp~ den went to bed..so tired~ haha

yup..tonight gg for the bridal shop to fit the gown and perhaps gg to my auntie's hse to arrange the stuff for my sis's wedding.. :)

TO SIS:
i seriously think that this blog is fine so far..haha..no need any special editing of it..see you tonight! tata! :P

sorry

alright..i think i forgot to apologise to my sis..for not being able to keep to my words to acc you for the whole of this and next week..

as i said..i've got to attend a chalet on monday..and dunno today you still wanna meet me or not..haiz haiz..

sian..

the least thing i want to happen is to have conflict with my love ones..make me so troubled!

AHH

yup..was busy doing work yday..and yah..like what siangster posted in my friendster comment, i slept yday during work..actually i slept during lunch time after eating at the bus stop outside newton mrt station with salinah..grabbed some food from the 7-11 (it's a store and more!)..haha..and then it eats into my working time when i just cant pull myself out from sleep..

and guess what? i dont know how many pple walked past my table and how many pple saw my slping~ and i definitely sure that my in charge - ms vaan saw my slpy face cos she came to us and passed me work to do when i was slping! that's terrible! blacklisted?? am i? ahh..but i dont care lah..cos i chose slp over reputation yday..stupid! BUT i felt extremely awake after she came in and gave me more work..cos how could i dare to slp again? haha..

keep posting the cgs partners list yday..and got new work to do just before going home~ so of cos i didnt manage to start..so gonna continue them later..yup yup..oh yah..laminating the certs is fun! but too bad vaan dont allow me to help thomas cos i got more work to do..so i passed the job to gavin to continue..(gavin's on leave today~ so nice~)
i missed my long and sound sleep..

yup yup..hope she'll be fine today~ and meet me like we always do..

PEACE!!

shall see shall see..

and sy is not gg to sch again..PLS go to sch as many days as possible okay?? i want you to be a guai girl..haa..like me~

love love~

happy!

packed goodie bags yday~ quite fun! and yah..this is the very first time i think that goodie bags are very good! haha maybe only nea's goodie bags are good..we packed for all the staffs in our department! and of cos, for ourselves..the goodies inside are quite nice and cute~ i LOVE OLLIE aka TERRAN (our CGS Schools' Carnival Mascot!) :)

yup..met yongcai yday after work cos he needs pple to acc him to buy bday present for his cousin~ so changed meeting place with my sis..from bedok interchange to tampines..SO MALU lah..supposed to meet him at city hall mrt platform to go tampines..but i went to the platform going boonlay~ so STUPID and i didnt even realise that even after i called him and scolded him for not being there..so pissed [was tired from carrying the goodie bag (damn heavy lah!)] and kept calling him..we kept walking to and fro the platforms but couldnt find each other..BECAUSE we were at the DIFFERENT platforms! OMG i only realised that after he say he's at the platform going tampines, den i checked my platform and saw CHINESE GARDEN~ den i immediately walk towards the escalator to the correct platform..alright, i'm so blur and stupid! haha..joke of the day!

oh ya..so we went tampines to meet james and my sis..ate korean cruisine at the foodcourt..and shopped for the bday gift for yc's female 21 year old cousin..my sis very cute..asked him to buy a 21-inch TV to wish her cousin to have a colourful life~ haha..but howver, we went isetan where he got her a chomel necklace that my sis chose..we were looking for necklace for my mum too..but couldnt find anything to suit her gown..will continue this mission when we are out with her to let her choose..yup yup..

my sis and james went home first cos james said he's tired..so me and yc went cs to shop for my shoes~ bought a pair at mondo..actually wanted this blue-ish stripe pair..but dont have my size..so decided on the white color with holes ard the shoes..haha..nice nice also lah.. :)
and yah..so happy that yc bought me flowers! and he sent me home~ very sweet and nice of him..but i dunno he buy for what lah..acc him to buy present only what..haha..and THANKS for carrying my stuffs for me :) :) is this the first time we spent time together alone? haha..seems like it is..hope there'll be next time :) thou i prefer hanging out in one whole grp..and yah..thanks for acc me to buy my shoes :)

uploaded the photos we took..but havent upload to friendster yet..will be doing so whenever i can..maybe soon..haha..yup yup..

hmm..today think vaan's coming back to work..dunno what work will she assign to us~ and heard from gavin that our LO will be visiting us tmr! haha..looking forward to that..

sian..dunno where will i be gg after work today..meeting my sis i think..but if not..den see go where slack lor..haha..yup..gg off for breakfast at the cafeteria with my mates~ tata!

bus

waited abt 40 mins for my bus..one came but packed..what the hell~ almost gave up waiting..wanted to cab to work..but realised i only have 13bucks..dunno whether enough or not..(esp after the $15.40 incident) so only can wait stupidly for the bus~

just finished breakfast at the cafeteria with salinah, amanda and mira..so full~

yup..gotta start working already..writing addresses for the ROP recipients and laminating the certs later..and packing of goodie bags and updating the cgs website for the partners link..and more stuffs..

haha..see got time to chat in msn or not..sian sian!

pic!

yeah! that's salinah, vaan and me!
finally managed to upload a photo here..haha..
first photo in my blog! :) next time must try more!











off to bed! night!

new interns!

there's 2 girls from raffles junior college joined nea and was brought to our table..sharing the table with us..so now currently..one table..5 interns..so cramped! but okay lah..hope will add more life! anyway, they'll be here for 2 weeks..kinda stressed thou..jc pple english very strong leh..scared cannot communicate..haha!

yup..vaan's not here again today..also good..cos i forgot to bring the invoice and ibg form from the make-up contractor.. :) so lucky! yeah!

supposed to laminate the certs for thomas~ dunno what time he need me..and we know what's our task tmr already..gonna help thomas and malek to pack goodie bags after lunch~ easy job! i hope..yup yup..

just finished lunch..pizza at lucky plaza..and recalled that the previous time me and salinah went to have our lunch there, we couldnt find the pizza hut..cos it is so dull that we walked past it without realising that we had walked past..damn stupid right?? but the signage is really dull..not that we are blind..yes, we are not blind..haha!

and time to chiong student meals and student benefits! a few more months left to the expiry date of my student pass.. =D

k lah..dunno what else to say already..gg compass point later to pass xueling the photos..and then meeting greenie for dinner..maybe see yeo also? since she today didnt go school..haha..naughty girl! (cannot like that okay! must get influenced by me..and be a guai guai girl! lol!) yup..but i still very full from the pasta just now..aww..must control my diet! i still wanna fit into the gown for my sis's wedding!!

diet and exercise please? haha

oh yah..almost late (but didnt)..luckily the bus came before 8am..if not guess i need to take cab again..yup..just concluded that i cant wake up with morning calls..rmb that i'm always early without morning calls..now? the more morning calls, the more i'll laze in my bed..omgosh..am i that 'fan jian'? hmm..k lah..like whatever~ dont give me morning calls anymore!

and yah..slept at about 12 plus yday night..was busy trying to send the photos over to xueling via email..but files too large..so didnt manage to send..and were busy chatting with the st.andrews boys (kiren, malcolm and oswald, where's jimmy? haha..they all have nice names!) and were chatting with the chalet pple (siangster and adrian) as well..yup..

heard that aaron's organising chalet and kiren's organising sentosa trip..yeah yeah!! so fun and happy about this..kinda have this self-satisfaction from these competitions..and like wow..these people..so young and fun-loving..made me really feel like gg back to enjoy my sec sch days~

:) had fun and continuing having fun in nea!

loves

stardust

i am here to blog cos tmr sure got work to do..yup yup..dunno whether got time to blog tmr at work..so just in case..now got time..blog first :)

slept at about 4am last night..did and submitted my 4th e-journal, finally..one last e-journal before end of SIP! hurray!

woke up damn early this morning..acc my mum and bro for breakfast downstairs..long time didnt have breakfast with them already..everytime didnt have the chance to see all together..esp my mum..when i came back home from work, she's already aslp..when i woke up for work, she's already out of the hse..so i'm very happy and dragged myself out of bed this morning..for this rare breakfast! it's good to have meal with family..i always enjoy that..

met my ex at vivo city for starbucks coffee and cheese cake while waiting for our stardust to start..the show is indeed not bad..quite worth watching..yup yup..went for a walk and talk at the outdoor area of vivo city for the scenery..pretty pretty..oh yah..accidentally walked past Godiva and saw hans inside..waved and greeted..almost forgot that he's working there..haha..yup..

headed back to eunos for dinner at the fried hokkien mee place oppo eunos cresent..den head back home..quite an enjoyable day..really missed the days we had..haiz haiz!

ohh..got bad news..received news that tracy (my rsh OM) resigning already..last week..however they're organising a chalet at arenda next monday..most probably joining as well..xueling called to ask photos from me..they gonna have a surprise album for tracy.. :) kinda sad that she's leaving rsh..that means if i'm gg back to rsh after my SIP, i wont be under her anymore! OMG i cant believe it! *wondering who will take over compass.......and i dont even know if i'll be posted to compass if i really joining back to rsh........haiz..shall i? shall i not?

sian..getting headaches already..got to go to bed very soon!
GOOD NIGHT!

gathering~

yes..went heeren and had a gathering with mr paul korkor and jeffrey bestman at sakae sushi! yummy! very full and tried the hot sake! slurpz! jasmine joined us after her work too :) they sent me back home after our sushi buffet..thanks! oh ya..got one part, we played games to eat sushi..not normal sushi okay..we specially added wasabi..paul kana 3times! jeffrey kana 1time + help paul 1 time..i kana 1time also..really cannot stand the feeling..haha..but damn fun! :) long time since i met them up for gathering..should do that more often!

yup..woke up damn late this morning..bought some bread for brunch..slacked awhile at my bro there..den head to my dad's place..he changed his door grills and windows..nice nice! den slacked awhile there..took mrt and saw qiuhui on the train..my sec schmate! chatted abit and headed to yishun for my haircut! met my ex there..he acc me to go cut hair..can take 969 outside yishun mrt.. :) shortened my fringe! looks so ugly..maybe that's more of weird than ugly bah..not used to short fringe..haiyoyo..

had dinner and starbucks coffee there~ den he sent me back home..took my laptop and went to my sis there..she need the songs in my laptop..slacked awhile there..my ex waited for me at my sis's void deck..den sent me back home again..hmm..really felt that i missed those days back then..haiz..

supposedly rushing my 4th e-journal, which is due about 2 hrs ago..but hmm..i havent finish yet! acc my bro for supper at mac just now..after that went home and switched on my laptop..went friendster..uploaded photos..checked mails..and now..blogging..after this den i'll go do my e-journal~ hahaha! i'm such a lazy pig!

oh ya..did a facial mask just now! first time..like so fun..haha..will consider to pamper myself more often already..hmm..k lah..that's about it..most prob acc my mum and bro tmr for breakfast! and then gg out with my friend for a movie bah..yup yup! faster submit my e-journal and go to slp..night!

*hope my nose and pimple can recover fast! cheers! :)

FINALLY!

yeah! finally here to blog again! so happy! and of cos..have been hearing all about my tagbox..really love sy alot..LOVE SY! LLOOVVEE FFIISSHHBBAALLLL!!

alot of things to include..

let me start off with this morning! woke up at 7.20am! scare me off my bed! haha..despite the morning call from ex..still cant manage to get out of my bed..reached the bus stop by 7.45am..but waited till 8.00am before i decided to take a cab down..den the taxi uncle dunno where the hell is environment building! omg..if you know me, i am a road idiot..den he asked me while driving..what i answered was: anything lah uncle, you ask me i also dunno..just drive any route you like..

board cab = $2.50
surcharge = $2.00
ERP charges = $ 4.50

without the distance = $9! omg! total fare = $15.40

haiz..so sad! but not late thou..but after this incident, guess i wont laze on bed for the rest of my sip le..haha..

yup..anyway just came back from the cafeteria with warm soyabean drink and curry puff! yummy..damn nice! finally the carnival's over........can relax abit already......cos still need to update the CGS website and the leftover stuffs from the carnival..

i know, everyone miss me and wondering when am i blogging again..haha..finally in office..free to blog..cos the tasks are not here yet..vaan's not ard cos of deepavali leave..haha..so happy! i've been so damn busy with the rehearsal on monday, the carnival on tues and wed..so damn tired! but so damn fun..haha!

plus! sh's uncle's funeral, my lao kim's funeral..haiz haiz! they passed away on the same day..monday..so sad..so drama..

had dinner with gavin and salinah at pastamania after our work on monday..ended everything at about 8+..so pathetic..but had a fun day thou..den met my ex-colleagues to tampines to pay respect to her uncle..but b4 that went xueling's hse to zap my prizeletters cos we left out a prize for the environment project competition..yup yup! called my bro to prepare the water for me to cleanse myself before stepping into my hse after attending funeral..he called me several minutes later..telling me that he didnt manage to find the leaves for the water and that my lao kim passed away as well..OMG! so coincidental! sad sad..she's the one whom i visited the other day at woodlands..the one who is so nice to everyone..haiz..but kinda expected that she cant live for long after discharging from hopsital last month..yup..

oh ya..they were chatting when i fell aslp at the funeral..really too damn tired after the day's work..yup..den cab home with ah lai cos she stay next to my blk..she refused to accept my money for the cab fare again! omg..where rsh pple all so good to me one! hmm..made me feel like joining them after my attachment again :)

went to my lao kim's funeral yday night..but kana chided..cos it clashed with my sis's wedding..so my uncls say i cant enter the wed's room on their wedding day..like uh, very funny and like i'm gonna give it a damn..but kinda worried that if anything happen, it's bound to be my fault..called my mum to prepare the water for me, also kana chided..den quarrelled with her..like whatever..why she so ban tang one..my sis dont even mind lah..haiyo! yup..den yah..i just offered joss sticks but didnt enter the tent area to take the last look at her..cos i dont want more scoldings..yup..haiz..the 4th elders from our family passed away this yr..jan, may, july, nov..omg..

enough of the sad stuffs!

shall i share with you how much fun i had at the carnival? haha!

so happy for all the winners!
Mr Teen = Shawn from commonwealth sec
Miss Teen = Mabel, also from commonwealth sec

Fashion show 1st = bedok south sec
2nd = clementi ite
3rd = St. Andrew's sec

can visit http://www.cgs.org.sg/ for more details!

yup..thanks for the devil from clementi ite for the beautifully made flowers made from recycled materials..really very nice..will upload to friendster soon :)

the outfits and costumes of the participants are really impressive..took pics with some of the contestants..so fun! and yah..i love using and playing with the walkie-talkie..haha..the preschool kids are damn cute too! one of the boy pee-ed on the stage b4 performing..and guess what the teacher did? she asked him to continue dancing without clearing up the mess for him..kinda sad arh..but funny lah..

tried the tiara for miss teen..so pretty and nice! cost $120! so exp! took photos with it..shall upload onto friendster soon too! finally met the make up artist..they couldnt believe i did the quotation cos they thot elizabeth is a working adult..didnt expect to be a teenager~ haha..so funny..yup..everything's fun fun fun! and we had mac for 3 days..(one of our sponsors!) cos no lunch break to go out eat..the last day mac is pathetic, just bread and chicken..dont even have veg and sauce..but good thing got apple pie :)

overall it's very fun..and the department photo-taking session! love that..cant wait for the photos to be uploaded onto our H drive! :) first time attending such carnival..thou damn exhausted, but had quite alot of fun and am happy happy :):)

yup..gonna upload and flood my friendster photos soon! :)

oh ya..i went for sy's friend's chalet..met her at pasir ris and went downtown together..slacked there and played games(the heart-attack style but level up thingy)..tricked two pple to level up with me :) so guilty yet fun! haha..that gang of people is damn funny and fun..heard the bday boy was splashed with wax on his nipples..awww..that must be very painful..so poor thing right! haiyo! den they all talked vulgarities in various dialects and languages..too chim for pple innocent, like me, to understand lor..they quite fun cos they not paiseh one lor..haha.. :)

midnight went out to grab some drink and food..7-11 den to the pasir ris park to slack there..fell aslp after talking on the phone..left the rest to chat until they wanna go back..felt abit blur after that drink..couldnt even stand properly..blamed all to my numbed feet..so i can get some time to sober up myself.. :) act strong..managed to be back to normal..just dont understand why the whiskey + green tea made me giddy..used to drink last time without this problem de leh..why now so weak already..haiz..what happened?! but good thing no more rashes lah..so nvm..

oh ya..went back to the chalet and slacked..asked those stupid qns and lame jokes..den slept..everyone woke up b4 12! but slacked till 1+pm den go for brunch..the "old kopitiam days" outside downtown east entrance sucks to the extreme! totally regretted eating there..pls dont ever set your foot there..that will be my last time patronising there as well..learnt our lesson..haha..really that bad until the 12 of us were so irritated by it..they messed up the whole place, mixing their food to make it disgusting..honestly speaking, i even advised the cashier to change their cook..

went whitesands to shop with sy..bought dress for my sis's wedding ceremony :) den ate donuts and bubbletea..chatted..and took train with her when i realised i need to go to the funeral..same route..den chatted on the train again..very very tired..but still, loads of things to chat..haha..we've got never-ending topics.. :) yes that's me and sy!

TODAY'S FRIDAY! yeah! sat gg my dad's place and go cut my hair..sun gg out.. :)

yup yup..tired lah..gonna browse my cgs website already..and do my 4th e journal~ due tmr..cannot forget to do again lah!

that's all!
muacks<3!

*hate my face! nose skin torn again + pimple! omgosh!

busy at work

Happy Birthday to Sheena! and Happy Halloween to ALL!

yup..waiting for my email to be sent, i'll just drop by a short blog..gonna be very busy later as well..going dunman high again for the choreography session..just finished all the folding and sealing of prizeletters..

anyway finished 1.5 of my reflections already..hope can finish the rest of the 3.5 reflections for the last few weeks by thursday..so i can get them signed on friday and go back to sch for on-campus training on sat.. :)

had dinner (but at supper time) at simpang bedok yday night..miss those days when me and a few friends hang out ard that area!! when can we do that again?

BUSY and STRESSED at work!

and here i go......back to work~

too busy to blog lah

wondering why i didnt blog this morning like i always did during weekdays??

ah!! cos i too busy today..really got damn alot of things to do..from morning till afternoon..until we set off to dunman high sch for the choreography session..didnt even have time to take our lunch! but good thing me and salinah managed to packed our spagetti to dunman high to eat.. :)

yup..quite fun there thou..got closer to some of the contestants..missed secondary sch days man..sobz sobz..yup..had a tiring day..yawns..furthermore slept only a few hrs the night before..went mac to do my e-journal lah..

oh ya..for the certificate of participation..i realised i did a very careless mistake..hope vaan wont find out huh..yup yup..and the prize label stickers also got mistakes..omg..so stressed up! feel like dying..overworked!

there's this thing that happened in the car when vaan's sending me and salinah to buona vista mrt station..cos you know, vaan's an indian..so she talked on the phone speaking tamil..and she was shouting so loudly that me and salinah cant help but keep laughing..it's actually very difficult to explain here in blog..i only can say it's damn funny till salinah teared..and our laughs lasted for about 10mins after alighting from vaan's car..

yup..met my ex after that..supposedly meeting for dinner, but i'm not really hungry, so he also dont wanna eat..sent me home..talked at my void deck..yup..like whatever it is..i'll be lenient to myself and follow my heart..

met greenie after that..went bugis mac to do our sch stuffs..was thinking of completing my reflections till this week..hope i can be able to finish lah..yup..

the following weeks will not have time to blog during working time already..cos the schs' carnival is next week..gonna be really damn busy..yup yup..

weekend over!

yup..very busy on friday also..cant finish the stupid workload..stayed till about 6pm to acc salinah to complete her artwork for trophies..den took train to tampines to slack ard and meet my sister for dinner..went rsh cs to look for sharon but too bad she's not working..saw tracy there instead..was asking whether will be going back to rsh after attachment..hmm..think i'm still considering..dunno whether can cope or not..haiyo..shall see when the time comes..yup..

went tm kopitiam for dinner with sis..very full..walked ard and went over to her hse to slack..

saturday went to my bro's place for lunch and collect money from my dad..he stayed there awhile..drunk of cos..but went off awhile later..so i slacked at my bro's place and went for a haircut so randomly that i went to this saloon which is the most 'quiet'..cos i rushing for time..kinda regret thou..cos it really sucks..yup..like abit no difference and ugly and stupid..haha..lame lah..gonna go back to pauline (the yishun hairstylist) next week or the following one for her to salvage my hair..haha..

yup..after haircut went home bathe..den met my ex..went my bro's there to charge my hp..den went cs nokia care to collect greenie's hp..yup..went back to help my bro to close shop..den went pasir ris to go for the bbq..slacked there..the pple there quite fun lah..yup..den went for supper..

rub nose rub nose rub rub nose..can i just stop rubbing my nose b4 it becomes torn again like what it always did for the past dunno how many years..i've got itchy nose and itchy hands..cant stand myself either..gosh..

sunday had brunch at mac with greenie and met my sis & james to go auntie's hse..and passed samuel the books and notes he wanted for this sem..btw all the best for your eng paper my dearest samuel didi! :) my uncle suddenly wanted to buy james carplate number..each of us contributed 5bucks..but yah..checked the results..didnt strike thou..not our luck lah..yup..

went compass point rsh to collect my hard disk..thou juvy's not working..yup..talked to xueling..haiz..missed rsh so much!! hmm..abit guilty for all the things i've done..dont dare to face that poor victim..but everything's not done purposely..okay..i dont even know what i'm typing now..haiyo..like whatever lah..sorry to whoever you know you are..okay..if you dont know who you are den it's okay..

tried the cup walker vinegar strawberry juice drink..erm..okay lah..just abit weird..but drinkable.. :)

yup..went bugis the bridal concept for the gown and flowers thing..chose this white coloured one..very nice..haha..i like..but dunno whether it'll turn out to be nice on that day or not..me and my sis agreed to do 50 sit ups everyday till that very big day..starting from today la..i didnt do them in the morning..so guess gonna do it tonight..yup yup..50 sit ups..hope i can be able to attain that target..haha..(Level 5 :*difficult*) havent been doing sit ups for like so many years already..

their wedding photos are out..SO DAMN NICE LAH! make me feel like getting married also..hahahahaha..had dinner with them at the fish soup shop..and den went back home to pass greenie his timetable..watched the charity tv show..showered, talked on the phone..den sleep..very tired!

gotta complete 5 reflections and one e-journal (overdue already! totally forgotten about it!)..asap..jiayou!

and work stuffs..alot of things to do..sian sian..

pinples keep popping out again..

gonna die because of SIP..arghh..i want 30 Nov fast!

work stress

yday supposedly meeting mavis for dinner after work..but i received a sms saying that she's not feeling well..Take Care Mavis! meet you again for dinner some other days..muackz<3!

yup..so i headed home instead..was so busy doing work yday..argh..schools' carnival coming..that's why so many things to do..oh my..pasting of nea logo on prize envelopes, vetting of COP artwork, calling of mewr e-invitation list..haiyo..

yup..went home..took bus with salinah..and then transfer after pie..reached home, searched for the notes that my cousin wants from me..showered, gotten flu..and then went out for dinner with greenie..

went east coast park there de food centre to eat..when we're walking off to the beach, he saw ah jun and dajie eating there also..so coincidental lah..he saw them 3rd time this week..fated arh..yup..den chatted awhile den we went off to see the sand castles..nice nice..

slacked ard that area before heading back to bedok res rd..bought alcoholic drinks..but some pple act smart..say can open without opener..but hmm..in the end still went up my hse to open the drinks using my opener..haha..den watched some show in my laptop..but didnt finish lah..cos very late le..that stupid greenie drink and drive..you know drink + drive = die ! and later kana caught den you know..heard from sy that if caught will have to suspend license for 2 yrs plus retake again okay..

yup..slept till this morning..despite morning calls, still couldnt wake up lor..sian..but late for 3mins only..not that bad..still went cafeteria to have breakfast with salinah..haha..like so slack right..envy bah?? =P but now gonna be busy like hell..(but how come still got time to blog huh? haha..eat snake lah.. :))

quarrelled with my dad yday over phone..cos i think both bad mood lah..den give each other attitude lor..cos he wants me to go on sun but i not free..den he is the one who said wanna transfer into my acct..now he say he wanna change his mind and want me to go back to collect from him..so i said it's his money, if he wanna give den give..if dont wanna give i also got nth to say..den he say dont give den dont give lor..and den hanged my call..like what the hell lah..

but the funniest part is when he called back awhile later with a different tone..sound so nice..say friday gg malaysia with his friend..den say can go collect from him on saturday..like suddenly mood swing..PMS ar? crazy!

and got this stupid private number keep calling me..but when i answer, no sound..dunno which idiot playing prank on me..it has been happening for the last few days..dont ever let me answer your call when i'm in a bad mood..if not..you'll definitely hear vulgarities from me!

yup..oh yah..talked to my ex this morning..he called cos i havent been replying his smses..haiz..dunno what he wants lah..might be meeting him tmr b4 gg to the bbq..shall see what he wanna say..i'll stay firm and follow my heart..dont worry..

anyway brought my laptop along today..later after work gg to meet my sister for dinner and gg her hse to acc her..cos james got smth on i guess..hmm..yup yup..sorry to carmen for not being to meet for dinner..thou the makan destination sounds nice and fun..haha..next time okay?? :)

yup..that's all for now..gg back to work now..gotta do alot of things arhh..

cheers!

15 vs 19

quite fun yday..quite smooth..took down the q-ing notes..cos me and salinah will be rosli's q-ers..yup yup..but yday quite pissed with a ite indian girl..talk to her nicely but she give me attitude..still say i look like 15! omgosh..i cant believe that..i'm gg to blacklist her..and not gg to be nice to her anymore..best if dont talk to her at all..communicate thru her grp members better..

yup..after dhs went jp to meet seeyeo for dinner at the kopitiam..den yc and his friend esther came to watch us eat..haha..kinda surprised that he came and look for us..but kinda expected cos he called me earlier to ask where am i..so yup..but still..happy to see him lah.. :):):)

finished my whole plate of rice..although it is not really very nice..haha..yup..and bought crepe at the new shop outside nokia shop..it looks nice..but can be deceiving..luckily we only bought one to share..yup yup..

shopped ard to look for sy friend's bday present..but ended up buying our own things instead..haha..i bought a pair of black jeans and sy bought a tube top (very nice..can wear in 6ways!) at red2..yup..like that..a trip costed me more than $50bucks! hmm..gotta save and be thrifty for the next few months le.. =P

oh ya..saw mavis on the bus when i'm heading home..haha..long time no see sia.. :) agreed to meet today for dinner and catch some updates about ourselves..hope today's date will be on! looking forward to meet mavis~ :)

yup..reached home quite late..den showered and go to bed..stupid greenie called and dont let me slp..so BAD! talked awhile and hanged the phone..cos i really very tired to talk in the room when my family is slping and i'm charging my hp..you know, like cannot talk properly?..difficult for both the speaker and listener? yup yup..so next time must be wise to call when i'm free and easy to talk okay? pig! =P

and i'm really irritated by my dad..keep calling but didnt speak up..and when he speaks, he keep asking for the death certs of my grandparents..like as if i got so much time..haiz..IRRITATED! and there is this private number called me a few times but also didnt speak up..i mean if my dad called, i still can understand cos is hp..accidentally pressed..BUT private number? abit difficult to believe is coincident right? dunno who the hell so free to irritate me..haiz..my stalker ar?

last chance and last chance and last chance..

i can give myself reasons to forgive..
because i'm not a good gf..because i cant give you what you want..i cant be the 24hrs gf whom you can show off to your world of friends..i cant be as guai as you want me to..i just forget things so easily..i'm just too stupid when i'm with you..always do things to piss you off..doesnt do the right things at the right time..doesnt say the right things at the right time..you wouldnt want a gf like me..cos i'm not as pretty or cute or fanciful or clever or attractive or fashionable or whatever it is..

but i just cant find any reason why i must trust this relationship again..this is the 5th time we broke up..so we've patched 4 times before..okay..i must admit i'm at wrong sometimes..and we've gone thru alot of ups and downs..each time hoping that this will be the final time and the downs are supposed to strenghten our relationship..but too many downs really depressed me..and i wonder how many more do we have to encounter if we're back together again?..you said i always asked stupid questions..but i ask because i dont know..not because i wanna irritate or piss you off..it really hurts whenever i'm being scolded by you..it sinks into my heart..the worst part is you keep scolding despite the tears flowing out from me..i cant find and i dont believe that any guy who will do this to a girl he really love and treasure..you know, i cant find the love you have in me..or at least, i cant feel it..i can only felt impatience and irrittatedness..perhaps 15 mths is too long for you in a relationship..i bored you..go find someone better, someone whom you really care..

and yah..we both cant get things right..share different views..since we cant be happy with each other..den why bother to try it out again? you can gain your freedom, and i can gain mine..fair and square..go out with whoever you like..no need to keep me informed..do whatever you want..i'm not gg to ask..and i'm not gg to care anymore..i dont want you to change for me anymore..

yup..cleared my emotions and get charged..

shall go continue working..goodbye..

thanks taggers!

thanks taggers for your tags..haha..but i wonder who is whatever and ownz..just ramdom people browsing blogs? hmm..just name yourself lah..dont let me guess okay..thanks..

and yah..yday's choreography session got delayed till 6.45pm..chatted with rosli (the choreographer) while we were on the mrt..he's actually quite a cute and good person lah..just wanted the best effect for the show, that's why dragged the time..yup yup..

went back home and searched for my jap book..met my bro and greenie for dinner at geylang lor 32 dry banmian..yup yup..den went home, showered, den slp..really very slpy..haha..oh yah..and passed him his beloved hp and jap book..

oh ya..my cousin looking for my pom and psychology books as well..i know why..cos sch term just started, that's why..yup yup..must go home dig out my lecture notes already..hope i still have them in good condition..should have..cos i am not the kind of student who burns their books and notes right after exams..hahaha..

yup..later i gg dunman high again..with salinah this time..to be rosli's Q-er..haha..hope it will be fun! :)

okay lah..these few weeks gonna be very busy..dunno whether can update blog often or not already..and hope can finish my reflections! havent been doing for the past 4weeks..so naughty right..yup yup..is lazy arh.. =P

gg off for lunch..byebye..

single's the best

yup..helped my bro yday after work..quite fun thou.. :)
and haiyo, he is so unprepared for his accounts..tsk tsk..

and yah..ah jun, da jie and greenie came down to wait for us for dinner..went to the lavender there (which i also dunno where) for dinner..ordered quite alot, finished the food and it's only 70 bucks..you gotta see how much we ate, it's very worth for 5pax..and it's nice too :)

went plaza sing for coffeetalks at starbucks..had fun lah..they way ah jun and da jie talk..like so cute and funny.. :) yup..went home after that..took greenie's vehicle..cos they keep pushing me to him..argh..why must deliberately send me home den go home..isnt it more tedious? haiz..made me paiseh lor..

anyway..we went to the mcp opposite to grab his maggi mee b4 gg home..just then i realised that the mcp opens 24hrs..next time can just go down in the middle of the night to grab smth to munch..hahaha..and yah..he left his hp inside my bag..stupid pig! so it's still with me now..so anyone wants new hp?? FOC! hahaha KIDDING! =P

raining night = good sleep night
went to slp soon after i climb up into my bed..cant wake up this morning..despite his morning call..useless lor..say wanna call back but didnt..must have fallen aslp himself..PIG! but nvtheless got my bro to wake me up..haha..but is scare me up more likely..haha..but anyway thanks bro!

going dunman high school later again! please let it be fun..okay? thanks..

anyway..my ex sms me just now..like wth..i know how to takecare of myself..and actually i'm more pissed off with myself instead of him..i wonder why i trusted him so much..believed in him right at the beginning..but had such an unexpected outcome..and i hate myself..dont know why..i will still think of him..whenever i see smth, whatever i see, it'll automatically link back to him..the times we had..and finally the ending of our relationship..guess i still need some time to recover..it's gonna be fast..i hope..

ahh..single's the best single's the best..
yes..please brainwash me..
single's the best..