feeling kinda bad

just finished breakfast at the cafeteria~ gonna select the photos again later~

yup..took 190 here just now from bukit panjang..abt 40min..as i mentioned earlier, stayed overnight at sy's hse~ slacked, ate cup noodles and napped also..just a couple of hrs and i'm still damn tired..gonna go back home later to pack my stuffs and SLP!

hmm..kinda feeling BAD that kaysiang might not be going to sch today..cos he just went home not long ago and will be slping until i dunno what time..SEEMS like me and sy = black paper HAHA! perhaps cos we really missed those tonning days~

was reprimanded for having insufficient slp and didnt take care of myself..kinda pissed..like being reprimanded early in the morning, definitely dont feel good..and spoilt my day~

seriously, i felt that i've changed..in terms of the way i look at relationships..i'm like so kinda fling and i'm really feeling bad abt it..i really dont know why i changed and how i've changed..really didnt know what i was doing..sorry to everyone who might got hurt by whatever i said or did for the last few weeks..

i suddenly think that i'm so immature and childish now~ i've become a bad girl who have bad thinkings and bad atiitude towards relationships! i dont wanna hurt anyone..really! will change and think properly b4 i do anything else that will jeopardize my emotions and the way pple look at me..yup yup..

and i was told that he's gonna give up on me very soon..at the rate and way that i'm treating him..felt kinda sad when i heard that..but actually i dont really mind..MAYBE it'll be good for the both of us..who knows? shall see when time goes~

oh no, why am i back to the emo stage?!

change back!

*CLICK

yup..k lah..that's abt it..i'm wearing the clothes that i wore yday..felt so weird..(BUT I BATHED OKAY!) yesh..hope that nobody else realise that i didnt change my clothes! GOD BLESS!

TC!