he made this date special for us 080708

he came to my office building just now..waited for me to knock off from work..

he surprised me with his calls at 5+ gg 6pm..cos i didnt expect to hear from him out of a sudden..esp cos i havent hear from him since yday's incident..i almost thought that his silence meant consent..consenting that we should stop the "scandal" and return back to the normal pri sch classmate status..

this incident bothered me the whole day at work..

yup, we walked to the station and had a talk there..

he finally asked that magical question..and i accepted..i couldnt bear to reject..cos i dont want myself to regret..like what i did, after sending that sms this morning b4 i fell aslp in my bed..

nevertheless, i think this sms somehow helped us to be together too..if not for this 5-sms-long sms, i think we're still gg to stuck at that 灰色地带..all the tears i shed yday are meant for today..i think is worth it..no pain, no gain..it really will stop the "scandal", but not back to pri sch classmate status..but something else more and better!

i know all my friends are waiting for this day to happen too..esp those who kept questioning abt him recently..so people, look here

I'M OFFICIALLY ATTACHED TO MR JOEL LI HC!!
and i'm really happy about this fact..
*hope he is happy about this fact too*

anyway boyfriend, thanks for the honey (money) water and salonpas stickers for my muscle aches..thanks for being so sweet..

LOVES!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO


*constraints are

whether we will still be as close and good?
as things and people always changes..

whether we are suitable to be together?
after being together will cause more conflicts..

whether he can tolerate my attitude and the way i do things?
cos some people just dont like the way i handle things..

whether he is serious about this relationship?
cos i dont want to get myself hurt again..

all mysteries..to be known some time later..

i just want myself to be happy now! live w/o regrets!

i need my slp soon! goodnight!