as i was blogging last wed, hoping to submit my tender for that day and go back home to work and rest..but, the tender was called off by my director dispite all the work i've prepared..*kinda damn* but well, director says dont submit then so be it..
after that had lunch with my manager, then my tummy ached like hell..i thought i could tahan, until i puked my lunch out, and cant proceed with my work..so some people in the office thot i was pregnant..haha..anyway, thuy sent me back to sbw for doctor (stupid doc said was stomach flu), then walked me back home..thanks girl:)
so i ate the medicine, and went into deep sleep..till 7+pm..got myself high fevers and the medicine i had had no effect on my pain..unable to climb up to bed, i slept in the living room that night..with all the aches still ard..
till the next day, cant stand so gotta go back to the doctor! kinda funny here, cos the 1st doc wore a mask when consulted him, and then the 2nd day one were not wearing mask, so i anyhow whacked..
doc no2.: hey dear, what happened to you?
me: i had a bad tummy ache and i came here yday but you said it was only stomach flu!
doc no2: NO NO, it wasnt me whom you consulted yday! it was another doc..yday that one was wearing mask right?
me: yup..
doc no2: and i'm not wearing mask right?
me: yup..
doc no2: so i wasnt the one lahh! haha,come lie there, i check for you..
-_- god knows if it was him..
anyway he checked and suspected it has smth to do with appendix..so he referred me to ttsh for further checkup..informed my manager, sis and of cos my joby, then waited for sis to join us at sbw, then headed over to ttsh..where they admitted me in cos they are quite sure that smth went wrong..
its gonna be difficult to decribe everything that happened, so just brief ones here..
so after checking, the docs are 90% certain, if need 100% then need a scan which they find it redundant..so the operation went on, if it's not the appendix, they'll still remove it (cos it doesnt serve any function in our human body), then they'll check the actual cause..
thank god it was appendicitis and they removed my appendix during the op already..cant imagine if its other parts that went wrong..yup..i think the op lasted for abt 1-2 hrs..happened during the night, the time before i was pushed into the operating threater was 11.45pm on wed night..after the delays and anesthetics, i was unconscious by then..was last listening to 98.7fm in the OT..haha..
yup, next thing i know, the 3 keyhole cuts are there, my appendix gone, and my period came..DAMN! was so suay to have my period esp straight after op..where got so 'lucky'?! anyway the nurses wrapped me with pampers..so erm, yahhh..
had high fever and semi-consciousness for quite some time, and everything are like so inconvenient..i cannot do anything at all, feel so useless lor..damn..just like a disabled..but well, the nurses there are not bad lah..so still not that bad..vomitting twice after trying the milo, and i hate the medicine pillssss..
sis bil bro and mum came to see me :)
friday night hc surprised me at the ward with a lovely sunflower! thanks joby! and he acc me through the night..awww so sweet..but poor boy didnt get his slp at all, with all my attempts to vomit the tea and biscuits i had for supper..bout 5-6 times throughout the night..poor boy, haiz..and i know looking at my condition, you're really heartbroken..i'm sorry for all these joby, and thanks for all the tender loving care..I LOVE YOU!
yup, he went off the next day when my sis and bil came in the afternoon..afterwhich my cousins and auntie came to visit as well, then songhui and weetat joined (thanks for the bag and fruits/flower basket), and before my sis and bil left, my godmum and 4th auntie and uncle came too..eh,they gave me red packets..hahah..thanks ah! yup..then the night passed with drowsiness and dozed off to slp without waiting for hc's call..paiseh!
yup sunday was the BIG day..discharged from the hospital! thanks for sis and bil for sending me back..hehe..and thanks to sis for taking good care of me! helping me to bath certain parts of my body also.. :P
now i cannot do everything by myself, gotta call mum, bil and sis to assist me in most of the things i do..eat, slp, take things, everything..OMG,so bad and guilty..
MC for another 10days..that's pretty short, i thought for additional month..HAHA..but well, shall see how fast my recovery will be.. :) looking at it now, it still hurts and i still need the pain killers and antibiotics (disgusting pills)..yup..hopefully i can get well VERY SOON! and then everyone will be happy happy! then my family and hc wont be so tired to take care of me le.. :):):)
ohh sis helped took a few pictures, but not good to post here lah..so request if you wanna take a look at the needles and cuts on me..yupp..
yup yup, last but not least..wanna thank all my friends, family and hc for all the love care and concern for me..THANK YOU!
everything are so unpredictable = now i pronounce it DAMN TRUE!
thank god that everyone elses are healthy!
and i realised how much i mean to him, and i'm really glad to have him by my side all the while, morally and physically..thanks love, for everything that you did for me and thanks for worrying for me throughout the week..it hurts to see you in sucha bad state also, with all the flu,coughs and sorethroats..LOVE LOVE! i miss him alot! mumu!
the firstSSSS
*first operation on me
*first stay in hospital
*first time eating so many big and ugly pills within a few days
*first time need pple to 'serve' me in most of the things i do
*first time i realised how much my sis and hc love me
blessing in disguise:
with all the love care and concern
and the ability to shiam pass so many tenders..LOL!
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