there you go, blogging again.
usually blog when smth big happened in my life. yes, a new beginning. i'm attached with Mr. A. but i'm not sure if things will work out. we shall see.
*be more confident - i hope i can.
*be optimistic - i hope i will.
*be cool even if things dont work out - i must.
sincerely hope that he's my last boyfriend, different from the previous ones.
may god bless me.
Liz.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Friday, March 11, 2011
re-hi
phew, long again. hi blog.
just thought of some things to say. but dont know who to tell. so i've turned to blog. anyway, i forgot my pw again. finally.
as i was saying, i realized that he's much happier without me. really. i'm glad he did made the decision which is the best for him. and it will be.
i hope he'll stay happy. always.
just thought of some things to say. but dont know who to tell. so i've turned to blog. anyway, i forgot my pw again. finally.
as i was saying, i realized that he's much happier without me. really. i'm glad he did made the decision which is the best for him. and it will be.
i hope he'll stay happy. always.
Monday, November 15, 2010
wth
after the bonding sessions with his bunch of new friends, he felt that he cant leave them hanging there halfway. and so he chose to walk out of my life instead. to him, being tgt for 28 months is nothing compared to a couple months of friendship. this is so consoling. and i envy his new-found friends.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
+nace+ thinks.
if quarrel is a routine, then you know it's time to let go.
had been talking so much on temper, attitude, hostel, habits.
things change, but we decided to give in, accept and change.
both of us see this relationship so much and we cant bear to let it go. so we insist to hold on to it till our very last breathe.
but how long can we hold?
till then, we wont know.
may god bless us.
had been talking so much on temper, attitude, hostel, habits.
things change, but we decided to give in, accept and change.
both of us see this relationship so much and we cant bear to let it go. so we insist to hold on to it till our very last breathe.
but how long can we hold?
till then, we wont know.
may god bless us.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
finally
i forgotten about this blog, i forgotten the password, and finally i recalled. thk god.
read through my past posts, including those not posted ones. aww, memories flooded back to me, whatever that happened long ago.
okay, i just finished TA. comments received are quite good. so i hope i can continue and strive for the cross-over to degree prog.
gotta do reflections. but look at me, procrastinated for the past few days. just completed the chU 1000hrs HK drama: tong tian gan tan. just planned to start my reflections but turned to this post instead.
havent been fine, hope everything will be improved.
may god bless.
liz
read through my past posts, including those not posted ones. aww, memories flooded back to me, whatever that happened long ago.
okay, i just finished TA. comments received are quite good. so i hope i can continue and strive for the cross-over to degree prog.
gotta do reflections. but look at me, procrastinated for the past few days. just completed the chU 1000hrs HK drama: tong tian gan tan. just planned to start my reflections but turned to this post instead.
havent been fine, hope everything will be improved.
may god bless.
liz
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Season's greetings
So long.....
Haven't been updating recently..pure lazy..
Let me see what I can update abt..
it's 0212 now..just done watching coffee prince, touched by the scenes and I almost teared. Sometimes I wonder, does the love in tv shows occur in real life?? is it true that sometimes,watching too much tv will give me the wrong perception of love? of guys? of the way girls and guys should treat each other in a relationship..
How I wish I could do whatever that I like to do without caring abt others' feelings..or how it can affect others..
It has been holidays for so long alrdy, and nth much has changed in my life..everything is still abt the same..life still goes on..
define disappointment please..
think of whatever you've disappointed pple and whatever others have made you feel that way..
try to understand how others feel and why others feel that way. ask yourself how you can help,or could've helped to improve the situation??
live life simply to achieve happiness..
Merry Xmas to all!
Haven't been updating recently..pure lazy..
Let me see what I can update abt..
it's 0212 now..just done watching coffee prince, touched by the scenes and I almost teared. Sometimes I wonder, does the love in tv shows occur in real life?? is it true that sometimes,watching too much tv will give me the wrong perception of love? of guys? of the way girls and guys should treat each other in a relationship..
How I wish I could do whatever that I like to do without caring abt others' feelings..or how it can affect others..
It has been holidays for so long alrdy, and nth much has changed in my life..everything is still abt the same..life still goes on..
define disappointment please..
think of whatever you've disappointed pple and whatever others have made you feel that way..
try to understand how others feel and why others feel that way. ask yourself how you can help,or could've helped to improve the situation??
live life simply to achieve happiness..
Merry Xmas to all!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
dreading back to sch
new week, continuing the sch sem. sianz.
back to the nv-ending pile of work rolling in like free.
enjoyed myself with the 7laps (highest record) swim with sis on childrens' day.
enjoyed the short meet-up with my rsh colleagues for peiling's hsewarming on sat noon.
enjoyed the bday chalet for jorine with the rest of her guests on sat night.
enjoyed the movies and kite-flying with hc today.
the stupid drunk indian man on the bus just now, so irritating. purposely sat beside me despite the emptiness of the bus, asked me the bus route still nvm, told me his financial prob, family in india, blah blah, and started sobbing..wth?! i was so irritated by him, i changed seat. luckily the man alighted b4 my stop, if not i dunno how to go home ah! and all thanks to hc, acc me back home on the phone :)
oh well, bad experience~
alright, gg back to bed!
charged for the new term? jiayou jiayou jiayou!
till i blog again.
goodnight!
back to the nv-ending pile of work rolling in like free.
enjoyed myself with the 7laps (highest record) swim with sis on childrens' day.
enjoyed the short meet-up with my rsh colleagues for peiling's hsewarming on sat noon.
enjoyed the bday chalet for jorine with the rest of her guests on sat night.
enjoyed the movies and kite-flying with hc today.
the stupid drunk indian man on the bus just now, so irritating. purposely sat beside me despite the emptiness of the bus, asked me the bus route still nvm, told me his financial prob, family in india, blah blah, and started sobbing..wth?! i was so irritated by him, i changed seat. luckily the man alighted b4 my stop, if not i dunno how to go home ah! and all thanks to hc, acc me back home on the phone :)
oh well, bad experience~
alright, gg back to bed!
charged for the new term? jiayou jiayou jiayou!
till i blog again.
goodnight!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
last day of sch this week
just had a short group discussion and configured to sch's wireless. now free time, to slack OR do assignment. and obviously i decided to spare some time to blog and explore my netbook.
i decided to name my netbook. let's call it whity! xiao bai in chinese. cos it's white in colour, oh that's so not creative. haha whatever.
feeling low, tired, troubled. kept thinking abt some things which are so redundant. i need a brainwash.
and i'm looking forward to tmr's comms ball. shopped and bought a new pair of shoes yday at bugis to go with the dress.
assignments and test coming up soon. work hard.
i decided to name my netbook. let's call it whity! xiao bai in chinese. cos it's white in colour, oh that's so not creative. haha whatever.
feeling low, tired, troubled. kept thinking abt some things which are so redundant. i need a brainwash.
and i'm looking forward to tmr's comms ball. shopped and bought a new pair of shoes yday at bugis to go with the dress.
assignments and test coming up soon. work hard.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
comex - 682
yes, today's the last day of comex, and i spent 682bucks on my netbook aspireone with 2yrs entended warranty, comes with free ram upgrade to 2gb and wireless mouse..
as expected, it was damn packed..hc bumped into quite a few friends, and me, erm only 1..my best childhood neighbour, jacq :)
went for dinner with dad, uncle ant and one of their friend, for dad's bday..had dinner at the coffeeshop at boonlay place..i like the prawns! *hate all the naggings thou* blah blah blah! luckily i brought a good eating buddy along!
shopped ard at jp..didnt manage to buy the shoes that i wanted..that's pretty sad, need to recce more alrdy..
upcoming,
e-chart submission
edpsyII assignment submission
ict assignment submission
maths test1
all so demoralising..
luckily there's one thing to look forward to:
and most impt of all, friday's comms ball!
yes yes comms ball! hc has commissioned from ocs! like finally! 3/4 yr of training finally over..went to his comms parade with his fam..so happy for him, and so proud of him! good job love ;)
salute, LOVE YOU SIR!
mumus
as expected, it was damn packed..hc bumped into quite a few friends, and me, erm only 1..my best childhood neighbour, jacq :)
went for dinner with dad, uncle ant and one of their friend, for dad's bday..had dinner at the coffeeshop at boonlay place..i like the prawns! *hate all the naggings thou* blah blah blah! luckily i brought a good eating buddy along!
shopped ard at jp..didnt manage to buy the shoes that i wanted..that's pretty sad, need to recce more alrdy..
upcoming,
e-chart submission
edpsyII assignment submission
ict assignment submission
maths test1
all so demoralising..
luckily there's one thing to look forward to:
and most impt of all, friday's comms ball!
yes yes comms ball! hc has commissioned from ocs! like finally! 3/4 yr of training finally over..went to his comms parade with his fam..so happy for him, and so proud of him! good job love ;)
salute, LOVE YOU SIR!
mumus
Friday, August 28, 2009
swam
went for a swim just now at bishan with lynette. after which we went for lunch nearby. and shopped ard j8. we swam 5 laps, in the comp pool. highest record so far. sense of achievement. thanks lyn.
felt better today, but i feel like playing basketball too. feel like running too. missed playing volleyball.
mentioning abt vb, in nie, i saw my vb senior weixin (she's in chem/bio), saw cps classmate hweefen (yr3) and blss schmate esther (yr3) as well. all teachers wannabe. but they're so far ahead of me. perhaps that's the difference between capable and not capable. planned and unplanned. goal and w/o goal.
watched a short clip yday in edpsyII tutorial. it's abt sue, she's a lady with special needs. disabled, mild retardation, vocal disability. she's different from us, she's much stronger. she communicates thru sign lauguage and works in pizza pit (america), folding pizza boxes. and she has an ambition, she wanted to change job, to become a teacher. she went to sit in a childcare home, teaching little kids sign language. she did what she wanted to do. she achieved more than she could. i admire her, her mental ability, strength. and envy her determination.
last part of the clip, she said she had a boyfriend, and wants to get married. and with the help of social workers, she did. a simple wedding, but touching and blissed. she washes her own dishes and looks after her husband. her husband is great too. he, who reliants on wheelchair, communicates thru simple sign language and pointing at words to express himself. we all wondered, how did they manage to communicate? the answer is: it's spiritual union. i'm so touched and happy for them.
someone asked her this qn: who decides for you?
she answered: ME (pointing to herself)
this video sets me thinking. how fortunate we are, to be able to talk. but still, pple have communication breakdown. a point taken from a tutorial grpmate: we are only physically abled, but might not be emotionally. sue and her hubby, they are physically disabled, but not emotionally. they treasured whatever they have, but normal pple dont.
she affirms that she makes decision herself. how abt us? do we make decisions by ourselves? or we tend to make decisions to please others? or let others decide for us?
or at least, me. i feel that i am not even worth being where i am, and what i have. sue deserves more than me.
treasure. whatever, whoever.
can we?
felt better today, but i feel like playing basketball too. feel like running too. missed playing volleyball.
mentioning abt vb, in nie, i saw my vb senior weixin (she's in chem/bio), saw cps classmate hweefen (yr3) and blss schmate esther (yr3) as well. all teachers wannabe. but they're so far ahead of me. perhaps that's the difference between capable and not capable. planned and unplanned. goal and w/o goal.
watched a short clip yday in edpsyII tutorial. it's abt sue, she's a lady with special needs. disabled, mild retardation, vocal disability. she's different from us, she's much stronger. she communicates thru sign lauguage and works in pizza pit (america), folding pizza boxes. and she has an ambition, she wanted to change job, to become a teacher. she went to sit in a childcare home, teaching little kids sign language. she did what she wanted to do. she achieved more than she could. i admire her, her mental ability, strength. and envy her determination.
last part of the clip, she said she had a boyfriend, and wants to get married. and with the help of social workers, she did. a simple wedding, but touching and blissed. she washes her own dishes and looks after her husband. her husband is great too. he, who reliants on wheelchair, communicates thru simple sign language and pointing at words to express himself. we all wondered, how did they manage to communicate? the answer is: it's spiritual union. i'm so touched and happy for them.
someone asked her this qn: who decides for you?
she answered: ME (pointing to herself)
this video sets me thinking. how fortunate we are, to be able to talk. but still, pple have communication breakdown. a point taken from a tutorial grpmate: we are only physically abled, but might not be emotionally. sue and her hubby, they are physically disabled, but not emotionally. they treasured whatever they have, but normal pple dont.
she affirms that she makes decision herself. how abt us? do we make decisions by ourselves? or we tend to make decisions to please others? or let others decide for us?
or at least, me. i feel that i am not even worth being where i am, and what i have. sue deserves more than me.
treasure. whatever, whoever.
can we?
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
adapting
still went to sch today, didnt want to miss our 4hrs of tutorials.
still adapting to nie life..thou the distance is really abit exaggerating..
take 179 faster!! =)
jiayou!
still adapting to nie life..thou the distance is really abit exaggerating..
take 179 faster!! =)
jiayou!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
first day of nie
bad start! stuffed tissue on my nose almost the whole day!
DOWN WITH FLU..
MC for 1 day..
ONLY..
=(
DOWN WITH FLU..
MC for 1 day..
ONLY..
=(
Monday, August 10, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
so-called hoildays
finally ended my contract! monday was my last day of sch =) thanks to mrs john tay for her teachers' inspiration book, shirley's famous amos cookies, audrey's mouse, angela's nicely decorated pen with my name on it and mdm rashidah,sharifah,shamane and natasha's farewell card =)
cant bear to leave actually..but well, no choice, cos lazy pple like me prefers slacking!
due to the influenza A, registration and orientation have been cancelled and changed to e-reg and e-orientation..so now is the so-called hoildays for us..
just registered for my modules this morning..so confusing, guess probably only need to reg for 6modules..hopefully we're on the right track..yup, wonder when will my 'holidays' end..
joby is out to thai for his training..back from field camp thou..will be coming back to sg very soon! hope everything will be fine!
didnt sleep properly yday night, was very disappointed with myself..the so-many-years frendship..hope my bestie is fine..and hope we're still the same..
so long since i last updated my blog..didnt really have the mood to do so..cos i seriously have no idea what to write..some things are not meant to be posted in blog, some things are not meant to be discussed in blog, some things are not wanted in blog..too many considerations..
some times, i wonder,
if i'm a good daughter,
if i'm a good sister,
if i'm a good girlfriend,
if i'm a good teacher,
if i'm a good friend,
if i'm a good colleague,
if i'm a good classmate and etc..
turn me off..
cant bear to leave actually..but well, no choice, cos lazy pple like me prefers slacking!
due to the influenza A, registration and orientation have been cancelled and changed to e-reg and e-orientation..so now is the so-called hoildays for us..
just registered for my modules this morning..so confusing, guess probably only need to reg for 6modules..hopefully we're on the right track..yup, wonder when will my 'holidays' end..
joby is out to thai for his training..back from field camp thou..will be coming back to sg very soon! hope everything will be fine!
didnt sleep properly yday night, was very disappointed with myself..the so-many-years frendship..hope my bestie is fine..and hope we're still the same..
so long since i last updated my blog..didnt really have the mood to do so..cos i seriously have no idea what to write..some things are not meant to be posted in blog, some things are not meant to be discussed in blog, some things are not wanted in blog..too many considerations..
some times, i wonder,
if i'm a good daughter,
if i'm a good sister,
if i'm a good girlfriend,
if i'm a good teacher,
if i'm a good friend,
if i'm a good colleague,
if i'm a good classmate and etc..
turn me off..
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
back to sch!
yup, end of sch holidays, back to sch, tired!
now having my recess, slurping up my meesiam :)
i suddenly had the craving of satay beehoon!
*drools*
life has been quite screwed, i'm getting killed by my own style of living!
useless, condemn myself
hope tmr will be better..............
cheers!
now having my recess, slurping up my meesiam :)
i suddenly had the craving of satay beehoon!
*drools*
life has been quite screwed, i'm getting killed by my own style of living!
useless, condemn myself
hope tmr will be better..............
cheers!
Friday, June 26, 2009
last 3days of sch hols
have been rotting thru-out the june hols!
meetings, swimmings, hsework blah blah..
i'm getting bored of my own blog, not updating, lazy to say, nth to say..
bored with my own life//
just cant wait to spend time with hc
he's returning from thai tmr night
meetings, swimmings, hsework blah blah..
i'm getting bored of my own blog, not updating, lazy to say, nth to say..
bored with my own life//
just cant wait to spend time with hc
he's returning from thai tmr night
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
think too much............
i heard his voice last night in my sleep..
but he's in brunei, it has been a week since he's away..
i'd be lying if i say i'm not missing him..
guess i've got no choice than to wait for him patiently..
just celebrated my cousin's 20th bday yday at amk hub nyny with his fam and my fam..waited for abt an hr b4 we got our seats..
happy 20th bday to samuel and fangting
:)
another 2 weeks to go in sch, 3 to be exact, including the 1st week holi for remedials and meetings..
tmr meeting up with bro and dad for dinner.. wed meeting up with 1B10 polymates for dinner at msq..
video of jaidyn
but he's in brunei, it has been a week since he's away..
i'd be lying if i say i'm not missing him..
guess i've got no choice than to wait for him patiently..
just celebrated my cousin's 20th bday yday at amk hub nyny with his fam and my fam..waited for abt an hr b4 we got our seats..
happy 20th bday to samuel and fangting
:)
another 2 weeks to go in sch, 3 to be exact, including the 1st week holi for remedials and meetings..
tmr meeting up with bro and dad for dinner.. wed meeting up with 1B10 polymates for dinner at msq..
video of jaidyn
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