Tuesday, October 28, 2008

i'm yours

this song, i'm yours by jason mraz, his new fav, and i like it too! heard it b4, and i think the tune is quite catchy :) i'm listening to it now..dunno how to post it here, how sad..

and yeah, i wanna tell hc this: i'm yours! :)!



well, was busy during the weekend..

friday he booked out, and came over to take care of me :) poor thing that he's not feeling too good either..surprised him with the card, and he said he loved it.. :) effort appreciated! and we were pretty satisfied abt the achievement that we did despite my cuts.. :)

yup and we had brunch with my mum at the broadway coffeeshop b4 slacking at home till evening when he had to leave for his steamboat dinner at home..his family celebrated bday for him..and he went for movie with his sis and cousins too :)



sunday he came over to fetch me to amk for movie..got the tickets for tropic thunder (was alright, but not recommended to watch thou) then went to his place for lunch..his ah ma cooked mee sua..yummy :) and then took his photos b4 gg off for the movie..

his mee sua! 加料 one lor! haha!


after movie went met up with his auntie, uncle, cousins and sis for nyny at amk hub, dinner for his and his sis's bday..i enjoyed the dinner and i hope they enjoyed it with me too :) went arcade and ntuc to shop awhile b4 him sending me back home..thanks dear!

yup and i had a nice weekend with him..thou the last part wasnt that good after all..i know it's my fault, but i cant guarantee i'm not gg to do it next time..curosity kills, and sorry that i cant control my curiosity..cos i still believe that we're not gg to hide anything from each other at all..every single thing..i'm willing to share, and i hope you would do the same too..

and well, 2 weeks to his next book out! cos he got field camp..omg! how sad! gonna miss him alot..think he'll thin down even more after the field camp.. :(

yup anyway monday didnt manage to meet him, cos he was tied up at home..and i went mani and pedicure with my sister..then shopped and ate at cwp as well..not a very productive day thou..

just came back from polyclinic, removed the stitches..altogether 6 stitches :) not pain lah..just erm, i asked the nurse to ignore my tiu-ness..hehe..nurse said the wounds are healing fine..thanks to mum for acc me this morning.. :)

shortened my hair, didnt tell my hc yet..gonna shock him? haha..keep secret ahh! (just told my sis, she didnt even realise after she came home foe soooo long! how sad!)

yup anyway will be gg out for gelare later with my sis, and dinner also..then tmr will most probably meeting carmen mq and sijie for brunch :)

and thurs will be back in office already! BOO!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

photos to be uploaded :) tvps outings











=D




photos approved and requested to post! haha..

alright, and he said, he loved the card! :)


HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!


LOVELOVELOVE! mumu xoxo!

Friday, October 24, 2008

friday

yeah it's friday! you know why i'm always delighted when it's friday?

one thing is because weekend is drawing (for normal work days), and of cos, that my joby will be booked out very soon..i just missed him so! cant wait to see and feel his presence.. :)

yday yc and htetwin came over after their dinner..thanks for coming yah? really missed the days!! haha, too bad sy and hx cant join..if not my hse will go upside down! :)

yup yup, chatting with my bestie now..tsy! know every bgr got its own set of problems..dont worry babe, i'll be with you no matter what! and this, you know it! cheers and think optimistically alright? love love!

so many days passed..slacked for so many days..finally managed to bathe by myself and lie down onto my bed without pple's help..but waking up still dont dare..cos kinda scared that my wound will open up..hmmm, takes a little more time yah? :)

sat sun mon tues wed! oh 5 more days to work! dammit! i want longer mc days! gg to remove the stitches after monday..thou it's not a good thing to be happy abt, i still hope the scars will be nice nice!

oh well, and really hope i'll be able to go for movie tmr..thou i dunno what show to catch..but i just wanna watch movie! have been wanting to watch mammamia but now screen down already..so sad..sy was complimenting it the other day she came..

hmmmm, see how bah..just wanna spend the day with him..cos sun he got family outing also..so i guess i cant see him much as well..

that's abt it lah..life's too bored for me to blog now..


byebye


*anyway, hope he like the thing..

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Mr. Joby

this post is especially dedicated to MR. JOBY!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AND MOST LOVABLE JOBY!

and wanna tell mr. joby that i want nth else but to be tgt with him! hope he'll enjoy his day in tekong, even thou it's without me..






this post is by Miss Eby who has already dedicated her heart to Mr. Joby

with LOVE HUGGIES & KISSES!
MUMU!



*sorry for not being able to read your mind
i really wanted you to rest well and good, nth more..

Monday, October 20, 2008

finally discharged!

yes, wondering where i've been for the past 5days? let me share my experiences with you..

as i was blogging last wed, hoping to submit my tender for that day and go back home to work and rest..but, the tender was called off by my director dispite all the work i've prepared..*kinda damn* but well, director says dont submit then so be it..

after that had lunch with my manager, then my tummy ached like hell..i thought i could tahan, until i puked my lunch out, and cant proceed with my work..so some people in the office thot i was pregnant..haha..anyway, thuy sent me back to sbw for doctor (stupid doc said was stomach flu), then walked me back home..thanks girl:)

so i ate the medicine, and went into deep sleep..till 7+pm..got myself high fevers and the medicine i had had no effect on my pain..unable to climb up to bed, i slept in the living room that night..with all the aches still ard..

till the next day, cant stand so gotta go back to the doctor! kinda funny here, cos the 1st doc wore a mask when consulted him, and then the 2nd day one were not wearing mask, so i anyhow whacked..

doc no2.: hey dear, what happened to you?
me: i had a bad tummy ache and i came here yday but you said it was only stomach flu!
doc no2: NO NO, it wasnt me whom you consulted yday! it was another doc..yday that one was wearing mask right?
me: yup..
doc no2: and i'm not wearing mask right?
me: yup..
doc no2: so i wasnt the one lahh! haha,come lie there, i check for you..

-_- god knows if it was him..

anyway he checked and suspected it has smth to do with appendix..so he referred me to ttsh for further checkup..informed my manager, sis and of cos my joby, then waited for sis to join us at sbw, then headed over to ttsh..where they admitted me in cos they are quite sure that smth went wrong..

its gonna be difficult to decribe everything that happened, so just brief ones here..

so after checking, the docs are 90% certain, if need 100% then need a scan which they find it redundant..so the operation went on, if it's not the appendix, they'll still remove it (cos it doesnt serve any function in our human body), then they'll check the actual cause..

thank god it was appendicitis and they removed my appendix during the op already..cant imagine if its other parts that went wrong..yup..i think the op lasted for abt 1-2 hrs..happened during the night, the time before i was pushed into the operating threater was 11.45pm on wed night..after the delays and anesthetics, i was unconscious by then..was last listening to 98.7fm in the OT..haha..

yup, next thing i know, the 3 keyhole cuts are there, my appendix gone, and my period came..DAMN! was so suay to have my period esp straight after op..where got so 'lucky'?! anyway the nurses wrapped me with pampers..so erm, yahhh..

had high fever and semi-consciousness for quite some time, and everything are like so inconvenient..i cannot do anything at all, feel so useless lor..damn..just like a disabled..but well, the nurses there are not bad lah..so still not that bad..vomitting twice after trying the milo, and i hate the medicine pillssss..

sis bil bro and mum came to see me :)

friday night hc surprised me at the ward with a lovely sunflower! thanks joby! and he acc me through the night..awww so sweet..but poor boy didnt get his slp at all, with all my attempts to vomit the tea and biscuits i had for supper..bout 5-6 times throughout the night..poor boy, haiz..and i know looking at my condition, you're really heartbroken..i'm sorry for all these joby, and thanks for all the tender loving care..I LOVE YOU!



yup, he went off the next day when my sis and bil came in the afternoon..afterwhich my cousins and auntie came to visit as well, then songhui and weetat joined (thanks for the bag and fruits/flower basket), and before my sis and bil left, my godmum and 4th auntie and uncle came too..eh,they gave me red packets..hahah..thanks ah! yup..then the night passed with drowsiness and dozed off to slp without waiting for hc's call..paiseh!

yup sunday was the BIG day..discharged from the hospital! thanks for sis and bil for sending me back..hehe..and thanks to sis for taking good care of me! helping me to bath certain parts of my body also.. :P

now i cannot do everything by myself, gotta call mum, bil and sis to assist me in most of the things i do..eat, slp, take things, everything..OMG,so bad and guilty..

MC for another 10days..that's pretty short, i thought for additional month..HAHA..but well, shall see how fast my recovery will be.. :) looking at it now, it still hurts and i still need the pain killers and antibiotics (disgusting pills)..yup..hopefully i can get well VERY SOON! and then everyone will be happy happy! then my family and hc wont be so tired to take care of me le.. :):):)

ohh sis helped took a few pictures, but not good to post here lah..so request if you wanna take a look at the needles and cuts on me..yupp..

yup yup, last but not least..wanna thank all my friends, family and hc for all the love care and concern for me..THANK YOU!

everything are so unpredictable = now i pronounce it DAMN TRUE!
thank god that everyone elses are healthy!



and i realised how much i mean to him, and i'm really glad to have him by my side all the while, morally and physically..thanks love, for everything that you did for me and thanks for worrying for me throughout the week..it hurts to see you in sucha bad state also, with all the flu,coughs and sorethroats..LOVE LOVE! i miss him alot! mumu!


the firstSSSS
*first operation on me
*first stay in hospital
*first time eating so many big and ugly pills within a few days
*first time need pple to 'serve' me in most of the things i do
*first time i realised how much my sis and hc love me

blessing in disguise:

with all the love care and concern
and the ability to shiam pass so many tenders..LOL!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

tired/exhausted

i'm so tired! havent been resting adequately since the beginning of this week..with all the work and neverending tenders, i'm DYING!

furthermore, having tummy aches, which might be due to gastric..on and off, so irritating! damn damn! hope i can be able to leave earlier today to go home and rest + work from home..no time to rest, cos too many tasks on hand..

HAIZ!

and bgr, sometimes i wonder if i can cope with it too..hope everything will be fine, hope the love can keep us strong and going, and keep growing..

yup, back to work! bb..