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yes..good morning..today posted this blog later than usual..cos received my supervisor's call to do something..and boonteck's email to continue calling the companies..and tons of SLP registration emails(will wait for Salinah for SLP)..yup..so now then got time to write my blog and browse friendster..

it's monday again..so fast! didnt really feel my weekends yet..salinah's on MC! like again..haiyo..but this time most prob fake MC to extend her hari raya holidays..yup..shhh..dont tell anyone k..haha..

ahh..yup..slept real late on sat night..updating my hard disk, putting up the tagboard, and stuffs like that..slept like 6am? yup..den woke up at 9am, went to meet my bro and dad at eunos mrt there de coffeeshop..had breakfast myself..cos they bluffed me..supposed to have breakfast together, but all eat already den go there..pathetic..

i'm so damn pissed off with my dad..lazy to even talk to him..whatever i say, he sure got smth to shoot me back..like whatever..so i just mind my own business and eat my wanton noodle..

yup..for my dad, he's still the same..talked so loud until everyone looked at our table..but me and my bro tolerated..maybe we're kinda used to it..but both of us became pissed off at the last part..he was talking on the phone with his friend, scolding vulgarities and very crude words as well as embarrassing content..EVERYONE LOOKED AT US! this is when me and my bro pack our stuffs, stood up, and walked away..

we stopped outside the specs shop, talked to him nicely that we were so embarrassed and it is really bad cos my bro wants to set up a stall there next week and he is making himself a fool there..it's defiinitely spoil my bro's reputation..my gosh! but yah..as expected, my dad dont give a damn..

and ya..the funniest part, when my bro is talking to my dad, i look ard and saw a auntie looking at us at a distance..and she signalled to me that the man we're talking to is crazy(you know the crazy hand sign?) yes..and ask me to go away and dont bother him(you know the shoo hand sign?) yup..i almost laughed out loud..how am i gg to tell her that the 'crazy man' is my dad? omgosh..

yup..however, me and my bro went back first..lent my bro my laptop to let him transfer his psp thingy..den we went out to meet his laopo..den i bathed and went to parkway..shopped ard..and visited my dearest arnold! long time didnt see him already..got his number from him..cos that time i lost my hp right? den he said he tried to sms me, but i didnt reply..guess he dont know my new number bah..yup..however..i really missed those days when we worked together..missed arnold so much!!

after that took shuttle bus to compass point..to collect my pay!! yeah..so happy..thanks weeling very much for being so kind to help me collect my pay from office..if not i dont think i'll be able to get lor..cos office hrs i also working..how to go back and collect? lame lah..yup..deposited my cheque already..hope will get to me very soon..yup..

slacked at compass point, as usual..acc makan rotating shifts and hanged ard..talked to my ex colleagues..about brg thingy and friendship thingy and conflict thingy..am really very confused and feeling damn bad..haiz..why are there all the troubles coming at me out of a sudden? can just let me off? oh god..save me!

however,went back home..was about to shower and slp cos i'm like damn tired..but talked on the phone with my ex..like whatever it is..my decision is firm..yday, i finally know what exactly happened..and yes..he made my decision FIRMER! he came down to my hse to look for me..talked to me..i cant bring myself to look into his eyes, or even look at him..the more i see him, the more pissed i get..i really dont know why..i'm not prepared to get back to him..totally not..currently in the "i hate him mode" just realised what how stupid i am..until now den i know the real reason..what exactly am i doing in this world? oh gosh..yup..anyway..hope i can get over with this soon..so we still can be friends again..yup..

how many things have i encountered? but i have pulled it through..cos i am strong, and will be strong..one night is all i need to calm myself down and evaporate my sadness..i will still be the optimistic bird..jiayou jiayou jiayou!

oh ya..and i forgets fast..everything..

yup..work today is gonna be bored..gg off for lunch with gavin to luckyplaza nasi lemak! byebye..