Friday, October 12, 2007

what to do?

yday during work kept calling the wrong number and wrong pple..what the hell am i doing lah..haiz..too tired and distracted i guess..

went to meet sy and hx after work yday at citylink..ate at msq foodcourt, nice scenery outside.. :) slacked and chatted..bought sugarcane..but auntie cheated my 50cts! like so bad! haha..but nvm lah..next time must be careful!

went to look for yc at num..saw the other guy who lost his hp at club that day,so he works there also..(part time photographer! haha) waited for yc to end his work..den we went espanade and slack and acc hx eat his noodles..had fun with them..long time since 4 of us hang out..yup..took alot of photos..i want them all! (sy send me! send me!) haha..

oh ya..the funniest thing is..my EX bf msged me..honestly speaking, i really didnt know what to do..he said he's really upset about it and everything he said on that break up day is on impulse..i was thinking if he really need 13days to realise it? (he said he needs time to pluck out the courage to contact me) whether it is real or not, i wouldnt know..haiz!! but i cant feel anything right now..i thot my prev entry just said i dont want to get stressed up with bgrs again? why do you even want me to get back to you now? you're making me difficult! guess i cant make the right decision now..i dunno what to do!

GOD, HELP ME!

uhh..anyway he asked to meet today but i cant..thou i know i'll be hurting him..but i cant bring myself to him..and i'm already booked for today..i cant possibly fly greenie's kite..haiz..i'm so confused..meet which? or dont meet anyone at all? haiz..shall see when the time comes bah..

i'm so sick and tired of relationships..
maybe i still prefer freedom of single life..
tell me what to do..

anyway, back to work stuffs..just received a news that i wont be gg for clementi photo studio later for the Mr&MissTeen already..cos boonteck needs me to be his usher for the oral presentation..so i can stay inside office today..wooohhoooo! hope the presentations wont have much delay..so i wont be released that late..yup..cos today's FRIDAY! like finally! have been waiting for next week when i can finally eat well with Salinah cos no more fasting for her! yeppie!

oh no..i think vaan's gonna fight for me to go out to clementi with her!! oh gosh..dunno what will i be doing later.......................arghhhh!!

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